Jup

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I'm stuck. Stuck between my thoughts.
I really really love you but on the other side I think you're just a stupid egoistic fool. Here I am. Laying in bed because my head hurts so much that I'm crying. And you dont even care. Well that's nice of you. Thank you very much. Now I know what I need to do when you don't feel well.

But I know I can't do that. I care to much. It's not only you I care about but also me. What happends with me when I decide that I have to let you go or when you decide that I'm not good enough anymore. I'm having bad dreams but I don't want you to know because I'm afraid of you're reaction. In my dreams you kiss another girl. Well it's the same girl every time. In my bad dreams I see you kissing you're ex and me being hart broken by it. But you don't see me or you don't care that I saw it. I don't really know what to do with those dreams.

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