Gone but Loved

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Kandys POV



To late? what does he mean too late? he can't leave me! not now, not ever! "justin your gonna be ok I promise!" I have to do something but what? I didn't even know what was wrong with him.

I sat in the other side of the bed and just watched justin stare at me. "I do love you. I just didn't admit it before cause I was scared." His face didn't change. "Justin please don't leave me. I know I left you but I realize that I need you know and your what gives me happiness and joy." he gave a slight smile. I wrapped my arms around his chest, but not to tight and gave him a hug. I laid there on his chest hearing his heartbeat get slower and slower. he rubbed my head and said "I-I'll Al-always l-l-love you." I looked up at his now sad face. I did the unthinkable I leaned in but when I did he caught me by surprise and grabbed my face and smashed our lips together.

Everything I've ever done has never been this exciting. I truly fell for someone and my first kiss. I couldn't want a better moment not even the same thing with a different boy cause no other boy could ever replace justin.


He finally let go. "Justin i....justin?" I looked to see justin not him anymore. he was his normal self. I was kissing the real him. I said I would never like something like him but I was wrong my heart gave in. it cared more about him then what he looked like. that was the key to love. it's not the outside that counts it's the inside.

He wasn't responding. "justin? baby?" I trued shaking him but he didn't move. he, he's gone. but I loved him and I cared for him. why would this happen? he didn't deserve this. he would never deserve this. there wasn't a mean bone inside his body. he cares more about others than himself.....especially me...and I let him go.

What do I do? My love is dead in my bed and I'm crying my eyes out. "Justin why? you were always there for me." The kiss and him was all I could think about. the enjoyment we felt was overwhelming. he took his last breath to show he loved me. if that's not love I don't know what is.

I went over to my dresser and picked up his clothes. I picked up his shirt then his pants. I wrapped them around my arm but when I did I felt a sharp point scratch my hand. "Ow." I looked down at my hand. the mark. it was still there. he never told what it meant. what does it mean? I guess I'll never know.

I looked through the pants to find what poked me. I ran through the back pockets them the front. I was going through the left pocket when I was stabbed again. "ouch!" I ripped my hand. but I realized there was something in there. I slowly put my hand back in. As I slid in I felt a smooth hard surface that had an jagged edge. I grabbed every piece I felt and pulled it out. his necklace? I sat down the clothes and ran over to end table near where Justin was laying. no don't remind yourself. you'll just cry even harder. I looked back at the pieces. "what if I put them together?" I grabbed some super glue from the kitchen and ran back to my room. I took every little piece I could and glued it together nice and tight. I was almost done. one piece left. but where was it? I went over and searched his pants. please me in here. please. I moved my fingers around the pocket. I started to worry. but then I felt a sharp object. "yes!" I grabbed out the piece and put it into the rest of the jewel. it was complete with everything connected.

I looked in side the beautiful purple stone. there was a little heart that was there the last time I saw it but there was something different. it wasn't beating. but why?

Justin was gone. and the heart wasn't beating..........wait. was....the necklace.....Justin's heart beat? It felt different. that's what he meant when he smashed it. "well it doesn't matter anymore cause I'm gone." I repeated those words in my head. if I wouldn't have hurt him he wouldn't have destroyed it. he killed himself just so he didn't feel left alone. I started crying harder. why was I so selfish! I smashed my hand into my chest. it had the necklace inside. "please bring him back. p-please." I stuttered. "I love him." I went back over to justin and sat down next to him. I rubbed his cheek. "I'm so sorry I did this." I felt so guilty, and my heart was burning. I felt a shock through my hand. I looked down to see the necklace glowing. "W-what?" I sniffled. the necklace levitated out of my hand over to Justin's chest where his heart should be. "what?" what was going on? The necklace started to lower on his heart. then it beamed and made the whole room so bright I couldn't see. I sat there trying to see what was going on but my eyes burned everytime I tried.

Eventually the light dyed down. but Justin wasn't on the bed. "justin?" I looked up he was Layin in the air. levitating! "Justin!" I was freaking out. what's happening to him? isn't it enough what I did!? I started shaking. am I gonna faint? please no. just calm down. how can I calm down! Justin's floating rate in from of me! oh man! what do I do? I was standing stiff.


Suddenly just lowered back on to the bed. I walked up to the side of the bed. my face was covered in tear stains and my makeup ran Down my face. I watched as light was gathering around his heart. "w-what?" the necklace was gone. and his chest was glowing but then it was gone. I got on the bed and hovered over justin. I felt his chest wear the light was. I felt a beat. "J-justin???" I looked into his eyes. He slowly opened them. I was in shock. His hand was wrapped around mine squeezing tight. "I-I m-missed y-you." Was what I heard in a raspy voice from someone that came back into my kid even though they left and thought would never return.



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