Part Seven

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Waking up in a hospital bed, barely being able to move, barely being able to open my eyes. Is the worst feel in the world.

No what was worse is seeing your girlfriends tear stained face sitting on the chair next to you, sound asleep. Still letting out soft cries and knowing that you can't move to comfort her.

I stop myself, deciding it will be better if I sleep now while she is, in hopes next time I wake she will be to. Letting myself fall back into the darkness that has be with me for who knows how long in hope I can look into her eyes and tell her I'm sorry when I wake next.

I wake to a noise at the side of my bed. I turn to look at her, hoping to see Daniela's eyes. Instead I see her wrapped in a guys arms her legs around his waist, arms around his neck. 

With everything I had I slammed my hand against the bed, I didn't want to see this, I didn't want to see them together.

"Get out of my room, get out now. I don't want to see you again." I throat was so dry, it hurt to say it. Not only physically but emotionally I thought I loved this girl, I thought she loved me back. But why would she wrap herself around him if she loved me? Why in my hospital room, whilst I was lay there.

But I guess I was wrong, she didn't love me.

Why did I every think she was different. She was actually worse then all the rest.

"Wh-what? Why?" She glanced at the boy, the boy she was to involved with it even noticed I was awake. "N-no" I watched as the tears started to stream down her face.

"Go" I let my head fall back an eyes close, I can't, I won't deal with her right now.

I wonder if she's upset she did it, she wrapped herself around another guy. Or upset she got caught doing it.

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First day back at school since the accident, I feel like I haven't been here for an eternity. It's good to be with my friends again, be with people who actually care.

I see her walking down the hall it seem she hasn't slept in forever, I want to go the her, comfort her, but she deserves this.

She broke me when I woke up. She should be a little broken as well.

Amy comes up to me, pushes against my side, I'm almost in pain because of my injuries but as I see Daniela look over so I don't push Amy away. She runs off crying just as the bell goes, I stalk off to my class. Not wanting to stop for anyone.

"Okay class, we have a new student." I look up to see the boy from my hospital room standing in front of my class looking at me. "Would you care to introduce yourself?"

"I would actually love to. I'm Max, Daniela's best friend from years ago." I look away, I don't want to hear this, but I can't seem to tune him out. "She called me saying the boy she loved, the boy she loves, was in hospital and didn't know what to do, so I drove 3 hours to stay with her. I left my BOYFRIEND, cause you know, I'm gay. Just to make sure she okay, she now here I am." Emphasising the word boyfriend he was still looking right at me.

I can't believe it, I really stuffed up didn't it?

Daniela please forgive me.

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