WAR

Hell.

Im riley. 16, gemini. My favorite color is black and my favorite bands are, slipknot, five finger death punch, hollywood undead, motionless in white, new years day, stuff like that. Im bisexual. I guess you could say I'm what some people would call goth, or others emo, or scene. Theres many names for "people like me" but i don't like labels.

"IM GONNA KICK YOUR LITTLE ASS YOU STUPID BITCH!" A voice shouts at me. A tear rolls down my cheek. Of course i pushed him.
That was Connor, my ex. Rumors are that i slept with him for five bucks and then he left me. But that wasn't the truth. The truth was, he raped me.  He constantly beat me, both verbally and physically. And made me start cutting. He constantly told me to. One day he handed me a sharp tiny blade that, now, i know, was from a disposable razor.. He made me make that first ever cut. Then another, then another, then another then another until finally, i couldnt stop anymore. Then, when he had turned me into a suicidal bloody mess, only then did he say those words.. "Kay sweetie, we're done."

I quickly walk down the front steps to the school. I get in my car and start driving quickly towards home. The bullying had been horrible today. Name calling,  bullying, getting razors thrown at me. I was just ready to go home, which i never thought id say. My mom died about four years ago, i was only 12. So now its just me and dad and well...verbal abuse is great right? Calling your daughter a worthless piece of shit and constantly blaming her mother's death on her? Well apparently it is to him.

I pull up to my house and grab my bag out off the floor and walk inside. My dad was asleep, thank god. I go upstairs to my room and get changed into sweatpants and a Marilyn Manson hoodie and put my hair in a ponytail. I grab a drink out of the fridge and get back in the car. Hopefully  Angel will be home...