Broken Stone

Beautiful people

I don't know if things just got creepy or I'm still asleep...
Nope I'm awake. The actual fuck. I think I'm dying from perve 1 and 2. No make that Thing 1 and Thing 2. Yup they can be those annoying Things. Except those very good looking Things. VERY GOOD looking... VERYYY..... Ok why am I still thinking this?

Craning my head back around to the small bundle on top of me I let a small smile slip from my lips. This little boy has changed my world and he doesn't even know it.

I always go back to thinking, what would happen to me, my sister, our lives if mum and dad were still here? What would of happened if we didn't live with shank face? This little boy gave me that small hope and that tiny ray of sun light to my dark charred heart and soul. I feel the sun light heating up my heart. Heating up my life. This boy would be the most ideal son to ever have. This would be the only child I would ever want. My past life has been rough and that's a give. What I want now is to work on this new life. These new relationships and to mend my broken one with my sister. I will never be a different person. I can only be a better person. For me, my sister, new friends, new family. Everyone who has been there for me and everyone who WILL be there for me. This is the time to begin a new life. This here, this little boy can help me begin again.

I guess growing up without parents I never got to have a childhood. Well not a very good one. I grew up to fast... No fuck that I didn't even grow. I shrunk into a cacoon shielding myself from life and happiness. These people... They took the sharpest most deadliest tools and smashed them walls down. Only enough for then to get through but enough to realise I'm still as old as this little boy.

I didn't know I was crying until a little finger came and wiped under my eyes. Wiping up the traitor tear that fell... Fell like there was an abyss and there was an eternity to fall.
"Please don't cry, your to beautiful to cry. Don't let the dark tears wash over the light In Your soul." He said it so sleepy but concerned like. For a small little boy he is so much wiser then any one I've ever met. It wasn't until I hear 2 gasps from the side of the room did I not realise we were alone. How could I forget them boys. Gunner and what was his name again... Vladimir!? Yup I think so. It wasn't until then I turned to have a good look and I don't mean checking them out but I wouldn't mind it. It was then I saw the dark circles around their eyes, the tears slipping down there beautiful faces. That's when I figured that even though I haven't known these people for long, literally not even a day.

That's when I figured, they changed me and they are now my life. I feel like I can't stress this enough. They changed me so much and I will know forever they will be here for me through thick and thin. For better or worse. Within sickness and in health. For rich or for poor.

They are my family now and it's time I get my shit together because this boy doesn't need to be corrupted. None on them do.

Ok guys, well i know it's been awhile. Tbh I would rather read then write lately. There are so many good books out there. Anyway I would like to say congrats to my gurly for getting 5k reads for her book. Go check it out it's called the Ballerina and the Hip Hop Dancer by laurastilinski_24 

Also guys I would like to say ik I haven't done any translations from the Russian to English. I wasn't going to do them because It kind of takes away some meaning of it being their secret language. Anyway... I feel like people lie when they say I'm a good writer. This book so far has only gotten like 100 + reads so I feel like I'm actually shit. Okay I'm going to stop rambling now. On with the story. I have no clue when I will update next so until next time. Tah tah

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