Scarlett Grey's Diary

26th August 2016

Dear diary,
I've never really wanted to start like that but how else? I guess I kinda secretly maybe a tinsy winsy bit like the stereo types...
Wait a sec diary mum is just shouting at me from down stairs for not helping her today as much as I should've been. Truth be told I help around sooo much more than Fleur. Oh yeah you don't know anything about my life, well Fleur is my 11 year old tomboy sister. This is going to take a lot more effort than I thought.

My whole life I am told bad news, it's just one thing after the other and I just don't know if I can contain it in any longer. This may sound weird but I've had so much bad news that I've started to not become too affected when with friends or at school. Whether it's my mum telling me she has cancer for the fourth time or my dad having another motorbike accident, it just never seems to end. My friends don't understand, can't blame them since they haven't experienced it. Obviously I'm not going to be able to say my whole life story in one entry I guess you'll just have to wait for it to come out piece by piece.

Today I got inspired to run more than ever as I read a book called 'Not if I see you first' about a blind girl and she liked to run. Luckily for me I live on a lane with the forest directly opposite my house. I did this route I really liked twice which was good but I came back looking like a dehydrated water melon.

I was thinking I was doing well with exercise today I prefer it when no one is around to see me sweat that's why when I go to the gym I don't work as nearly as hard as I could.

Trust me to immediately eat a load of the galaxy chocolate Counters right after my workout.
Maybe I should start running every day... Haha yeah like that's gonna happen.

My absolute best friend Violet dropped round to give my mum a load more chocolate to help her get better from the operation. But we all know whose going to eat it... That's right.. Mwah! Or Fleur but I'll try and hide it from her before she realises there is more chocolate in the house.

Violets mum (Catherine) and my mum (Lauren) are best friends, I guess that's partly why Violet and I are so close. Known each other since nursery. My group of friends and I have a great friendship.

I forgot to mention! I accidentally gave myself a love bite today...yep... so that happened.
Violet was laughing at me in hysterics, and then Catherine and my mum joined in. Is this bullying? Maybe it's for all the times I've laughed at them.
Karma's a biscuit=|

I've been at home with mum pretty much all day, just making her tea and stuff because she can't really get out of bed...well she isn't supposed to but my mum is a total rebel.
Fleur went to a totem poll making class with her friend Hannah and Ciara. Hannah is Fleurs age and Ciara is a year younger than me.

I've been really getting into pita bread and whatever I put it with, it's just so good. My mum thinks she's all healthy now as she is drinking green smoothies everyday and enticing me to drink one as well. She put avocado in it! I'm sorry if you like avocado diary, but that stuff just doesn't float my boat.
Violet is getting extremely healthy, too much I don't like it because she won't eat chocolate with me! I think I might need to put her in like a sanity rehabilitation centre because not liking chocolate to me is not normal.

Today I said "so Vi, what have you cooked today"
And guess what she said.. She made her own humus! That's pretty cool I'm not sure if it's easy to make or not, all I can make is ice cubes. Aha I have so many skills.

I don't think anything else really happened much apart from Valerie ( a slightly-younger-than-my-parents French woman that has lived with my family prior my birth and still with us which means she takes up a room causing me to have to share with my sister) had to attend a Bollywood party...I know what you're thinking, me too... Oooooooooo intriguing.

We found out recently that my dad a had a year long affair with a woman from work so he's living in our caravan, my mum was on the phone with Auntie Louise( her younger sister by three years) and it's weird hearing my mum biscuit about my dad. It kind of hurts. I look at everything and see it as a lie. Woah going down into a deep deep convo which should be saved for another day, I don't want to end today on a low note
So I'm gonna leave it here for today, hopefully I'll remember to write an entry tomorrow.
Night diary
-Scar Grey :)