BLONDE

N I G H T S

Every night fucks every day up
Every day patches the night up
On God you should match it, it’s that KO
No white lights til I fuck my 28th up
In 1998 my family had that Acura, oh
The Legend, kept at least six discs in the changer
Back when Boswell and Percy had it active
Couple bishops in the city building mansions
All the Reverends
Preaching self made millionaire status
When we could only eat at Shoneys on occasion
After trina hit I had to transfer campus
Your apartment out in Houston’s where I waited
Stayin’ with you when I didn’t have a address
Fuckin on you when I didn’t own a mattress
Working on a way to make it outta Texas
Every night
Drop the baby off at home before my night shift
You know I can’t hear none of that spend the night shit, Kumbaya shit
Want to see nirvana, we don’t want to die yeah - Frank ocean nights

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I snapped out of the memories of Mary Jane and I when I heard my phone ring.

Hello?

Aye! Wassup nigga it's Tyler get out your sissy ass bed and come down to the studio I got something i want you to hear.

Ok Tyler I'll be there....

Bye sis.

After Tyler hung up I got ready and played outkast in the shower.
Roses really smell like booboo

That song took me back to when Mary Jane and i lost each other. She confused me very well , i guess she was just a hoe who claimed she loved me.

I turned the song off and got out the shower. I wore a white bandana with my Orange nostalgia t-shirt, some white jeans , and just regular Sperrys'.

As I was in my 98' Acura the legend, I was excited to work on my album. I pulled up to the studio and Tyler was standing out in the front cracking on jasper.

There goes that sissy motherfucker frank! Tyler said pointing.

Hey jasper, Hey Tyler. I said shutting the car door.

So look nigga pharell and Andre wanna work with you again. It's better than releasing independently.

Aye that's true tho. I said walking in the studio.

I walked in and there was a lot of people In the studio room, I dapped pharell and Andre . The office buzzed the studio .

Tyler! there's a journalist that wants to see you. Tina said . Tina was really pretty to Tyler and Tyler really liked her.

If she got a fat ass bring her up here! Better be you! He replied.

Shutup, She replied quickly.

The lady came into the studio room while pharell and Andre was in there.

Oh shit, who is this hottie? Tyler said asking.

I'm Wednesday Hill . She said looking at me.

I looked at her and shot a stare. She pulled her hair behind her ear and looked at me. I instantly knew it was Mary.

Frankie? She asked.

Ayo Frank you know this girl? Tyler said looking surprised.

Ye-

No. I bluntly said cutting her off.

Mary Jane stood there in shock.There was an awkward silence around the room for a good minute until Tyler said something.

So what you here fo? Tyler said eating his donut.

Well I'm here because I'm a music journalist/photographer/blogger and I wanted to follow you guys around.

Well honestly only because your fine I'll let you slide. Tyler said stuffing his face with donuts.

When can we get to work? She asked desperately.

Tomorrow but you can stay and take pictures. Earl said grabbing a donut.

Ok thank you. She smiled.

So Frank, I just wanted you to hear this track and I'm going to send it to your phone. so you can get your lyrics if you like it! Pharell explained giving me the track .

I grabbed my phone and walked out with Mary following behind me.

Well i should be heading out. I told the crew.

Bye Frankie, Wendy you can go too.
Tyler said.

It's Wednesday and thank you.

I grabbed my phone and left not leaving the door open for Mary.

Frankie, wait. She said calmly.

I don't know you ma'am, if you'll excuse me I have to go. , I said ignoring her.

I'm sorry, can we just talk?, She asked tearing up.

What is there to talk about?You was being a hoe so there is nothing to talk about , I replied.

Please forgive me it was 5 years ago.

Fuck 5 years, you knew what we had did that night meant something special to me and you fucked up . I said getting in my car.

Frankie just let me get your number, please? She asked standing in front of my window.

Ask Tyler, bye Mary Jane Wednesday Hill.

I went back home that night after running errands and ran my shower. I loved letting my body feel the drops of the water, it felt pleasing. I stood there and thought for a minute, who knew Mary Jane would ever pop up again?  I just couldn't talk to her today, she knew she hurt me . I had never been that vulnerable in my life until she hurt me , that's why u don't get deep into my thoughts with people. It's only through the music.

As i got into the bed I felt my phone buzz and it was a text from any anonymous number.

Hey, it's Mary jane..... Please text back.

No, bye Mary Jane. I replied.

Frankie please?

I'd rather go to jail. Bye Mary Jane. I replied fast and went to bed deleting her texts.

I closed my eyes and let nirvana come into my dreams. It was something a dreamer could only dream, you had to be brave. I deeply dived into my thoughts and drifted off to sleep.