Dirty Little Secret ~ J.G (on hold)

Eleven

*friday morning*

I'm walking down the halls and of course I'm the talk of the school

As I walked past people they were either calling me a 'whore' 'slut' or other shit I just kept my head down all the way to my locker.

I see the Omaha squad just abit down the hall way oh that's right I forgot they're lockers are 4 lockers down

I hear them laugh and snicker
"Hey April you free tonight for a root?" I knew who that was it was sammy

"Uhm no sorry"

"What about for me and Nash? We're keen for a 3some" jj ask woah and him and I were close as

"No"

"Why are you changed all of a sudden? You seem to be fine with it when you were sucking G's dick last night and riding Justin's?" Jj calls out making everyone laugh

I just started packing my locker up quicker, then the bell rang making everyone rush to there classes except mine my farther already informed them

10 mins later I'm still packing if I wasn't I would be in maths with gilinsky right now

"Uh hey April why aren't you coming to class?" Jack talks as I pack the last book into a Nike sports bag I needed a big bag cause my locker was a mess

I ripped down all the photos of me and the boys and me and Jack

I turn to face him throwing the bag over my shoulder

"Are you redecorating your locker cause of us or something? Hints to why your cleaning it out and leaving all our ripped photos over the floor" I can tell there's a hint of sadness in his voice

I keep my head high and speak my mind

"No Jack I'm leaving Omaha for good, I guess this is what you wanted right? You wanted me to be the talk of the school? You wanted to destroy my life thank you a lot you have, I don't know why I seemed to ever love about you, you said you would wait? I'm not even gonna bother with this stupid speech, thanks a lot for ruining my life" I spit walking towards the front doors

"Your leaving because of me?" Jack whispers

I nod turning around

"I'm sorry baby I am I don't know what was going through my head last night but please don't leave me I love you" he grabs my hands but I rip them away

"If you loved me you wouldn't have told my secret you wouldn't have let all these people call me names you wouldn't have even made me suck your dick that night, you don't love me you just love the sound of you loving me" I go to walk through the doors but I'm stopped again ffs

"No I fucking love you and you might not believe me but I fucking do, I regret telling the boys about your secret, I regret making you open the door, I regret not backing you up but you can't just leave your leaving me"

"Wel--" I front doors open

"Why is this slut out of class"Justin askes

"Uhm I was just leaving" I whisper

"Bye Jack bye Justin"

"Later whore" Justin laughs at me

Jacks pov

"Shut up bro she's leaving" I tell him

"Going home so what?"

"No she's leaving as in leaving Omaha she's moving"

"Oh, man I'm an douche"

"Yes you are"

I'm hurt she's hurt I'm the reason she's hurting I'm the reason she's leaving I'm the reason for everything

I walk back to class

*lunch*

"Hey man where's April?"

"Yea" all the boys ask

"She left school" I gulp because I felt bad

"Oh she's probably moving to to the south side school just to fuck the boys haha" sammy says making everyone at the table laugh but me it made me angry

"NO YOU FUCK SHE LEFT OMAHA BECAUSE OF ME THE GIRL I FUCKING LOVE LEFT ALL BECAUSE IM A DOUCHE " I try claim myself down

"Oh bro in sorry I didn't know" he apologises

"No one knew I wouldn't have know if I didn't go see her in the all way during first"

"Is that why she was cleaning her locker this morning"

"Yes"

Aprils pov

I'm sobbing I'm over it I just wanna leave

I pulled up at my moms 2 hours ago

*knock knock*

Justin is here

"Hey" he smiles

"What do you want Justin, if your here to insult me can you just fuck off I'm busy"

"Busy packing right? Cause your leaving? Jack told me"

"Yea, so why are you here?"

" I came to apologise for everything I said last night and this morning, I'm sorry ril I really am"

"Okay, I really need to pack"

"Are you taking your bed with you too?"

"No it's actually at my old house I don't want it I didn't wanna remember you sorry"

"That's okay bab-"

"Don't Justin"

*knock knock*

I open the door to the Omaha boys and there all holding one red roses

"We're sorry April and we love you" they all say together

"Thanks" I say bluntly

"Jack has something to say " sammy says pulling Jack from the Middle

He's holding a colourful rose which are my favourites and he's holding a note

"Baby I know I've cause you pain and I really just wanted to explain,

Ive known you for awhile now and lets just say this has been a hell of a friendship, I remember first laying my eyes on you, I was in since and it was your first day you had blonde hair and braces but even then you were so beautiful I've known for ages that you've loved means I was scared to admit I loved you back it was when you were with Justin it made me tell you because I thought you would've dropped him in seconds to be with me but you didn't and I know you weren't like that, you stayed committed to him until yesterday when I made you open the door because I threatened to tell him about your secret and I ended up telling him just over something so stupid... Something so immature, you were right I did tell you I will wait but I didn't because I had to much of a big mouth..

So I just wanna say sorry for hurting you for making you cry for making you think you need to move away from Omaha just to get away from me and lastly I'm sorry for ever making you fall in-love with me because I didn't deserve it one bit..

I love you April ...

But I have one question "

I gulp on all my tears flowing down my cheeks not knowing what it was or even if I wanna know