One thing is I know he isn't fake. A* he listens to me, I can tell him everything and tell him my darkest secrets and no one will ever know about them. People made fun of him alot in 7th grade and I stood beside him through every hurting moment and minute of it. They called him gayboy but the truth is he acted like he didnt care but I knew he did. It still continues to this day I wish it would stop because most people dont know how one word one anything can push someone over the edge and the next day there gone without any trace of why or how. But if it ever happened I would know and id probably be the only one.
Is she fake I dont know I cant tell anymore shes there for me but then again shes not. S* she treats me like s*** but she acts like she cares does she? She knows but I dont I wish I would I like her but not in the way I used too I just want her friendship the only thing I want is her friendship is that too much too ask? Shes pushed me close to the edge alot and im not saying im perfect and havent done the same but who hurts and feels it most me or her?
The people that make the most impact on your life are the people you care about and the people and also the people that hurt you the most. That make so much impact that makes you want to give up on life its happened a lot to me but I never have the balls to do it I realized there was too many people in my life that would be devastated.
So if u ever want to give up on life dont your life i s too much meaning to other people maybe not you or other people but theres people that do . So if you ever have thoughts talk to someone you know cares and will help you and be there for you 24/7.
