Not giving up

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Niall's POV

"What the hell just happened?!" I yell at Zayn outside of the hospital once I let all the nurses take care of Tina. When I actually focus on what Zayn's doing I realize he's smoking. Not this shit again.

I give him a death glare and stare at the cigaret in his mouth. Zayn rolls his eyes but gets my message. He takes it out of his mouth and steps on it.

"What are you talking about, mate." Zayn responds. His voice sounding normal but his eyes tell me he's hurt.

"You and Tina! What the hell happened?! One minute your all lovey dovey, the next she's holding on to me for her dear life, terrified of you!"

"I don't know what your talking about." He lies, looking at the ground.

"The truth!"

"Go ask Tina!"

"She barely even knows what's happening!"

"Well it's not my fault she used to starve herself!" Zayn yells frustratedly. I thought for a moment and remembered that Tina did starve herself and I wasn't too happy about it at first.

"Yeah, but she got through it with YOUR help." That's what Tina told me. I even saw her eat properly. "What does that even have to do with anything?!"

"Wait you knew and you didn't tell me?!"

"Tina told me not to! What does her used to having an eating disorder have to do with anything?"

"Taylor Swift." That's all he says.

"Pick a damn topic!"

"Taylor said if I didn't fucked her she would tell everyone meaning the paparazzi that Tina has an eating disorder. It would be all over the tabloids. She was also going to spread rumors about Tina. Things that would make her self harm."

I stay frozen. Hold the fuck up!

"Shit! You fucked Taylor?!" Zayn's facial expressions show regret. "Mate! Go tell her the reason why you did it! Tell Tina everything you just told me!"

"I can't."

"Why not?!"

"I lost her. I lost her trust. And she doesn't want me in her life."

"Bullshit. It's because you didn't explain. Why didn't you? You were begging to explain to her what happened. You finally get that chance- no! Not only that it was your ONLY chance and you just blew it! Now why didn't you tell her?!"

"I-I don't know Ni." Zayn says hesitantly running his hand through his hair.

"Your doing it or I am." I warn him.

"I will someday." Sighing I walk back inside the hospital, Zayn following behind.

"She's in room 32, getting a X ray of her ankle." The front desk lady says once she saw us walk through the door. "You gentlemen please have a seat in the waiting room, until she gets the results back."

Zayn's POV

We take a seat in the empty waiting room and wait for the results in silents. This gives me more time to think.

Will Tina ever forgive me? Can I still be with her again? Will she still be her happy, peppy, lovable self again after this mess?

Most likely she won't forgive me but I'm not going to give up.

Niall's POV

My phone rang and I answered it.

"Where the hell is Tina?!" Tiana yells through the phone.

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