Poison [Sparkant fanfiction]

5. Failure

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Ant's POV

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A loud beeping sound woke me up. I opened my eyes, groaning at the brightness of- where exactly was I? I saw Dan, Jordan, and Adam sitting by my bedside. They all looked somber.

"W-what's going on?", I croaked. Jordan immediately looked at me, tears running down his face. He stood.

"I'm going to go tell them that he's up..", he muttered.

"Taylor.. I'm so happy you're alive!", Dan sobbed, leaning over to hug me. Adam nodded frantically. My suicide attempt began coming back to me, along with the note.

A nurse walked in.

"Hello Taylor. We're going to get you out of here soon.", she smiled and turned to Adam,"But who's going to take care of him? He's on suicide watch for 168 hours..."

"Well, I don't know...", Adam replied looking guilty.

"Taylor, you can stay with me.", Jordan said, walking in. I looked up.

"Okay.", I replied unenergetically. God, only I could fail at killing myself. After my week with Jordan was up, I'll try again. I'm so fucking stupid...

Jordan's POV

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I knew after my week with Taylor was up that he'd try to kill himself again. You could see it in his eyes, and how he shifted around. I'd just have to prove to him that we want him here, not in a casket.

Ant's POV

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As we drove in Jordan's black car, I began to wonder where we were actually going.

"Umm, where are we going?", I asked.

"Back to my house. Although, Minecon is still a day away, so we could still go if you want..", he trailed off.

"Minecon sounds fun. Are we still going on our date?", I inquired.

"If you want to, then yes.", he laughed. His laugh was so beautiful. I giggled. He looked at me oddly.

"You should do that more often.", Jordan declared.

"Do what?", I asked.

"Laugh. It's a rare and beautiful sound."