Hidden Light Within

Part 10

"this is it" Jackson told Florescent as he pulled up to the address that she provided him with.  Florescent looks around seeing a lovely area.

Florescent: this is really nice

Jeremy: yes it is, would you like us to accompany you inside?

Jeremy says this as he was giving out of the car to open her door, while Jackson also turned the car off to get out. Florescent smiled as she pointed to Jackson while she stood by the closed door.

Florescent: I mean, he turned off the car and you both are out off the car so I guess you're coming in now aren't you?

they both just smiled at her and told her with their eyes to start walking to the door. she is human so she couldn't feel the full blow of the connection they shared with her. she only is able to receive pieces of the intense feeling as for the men they could feel everything and they have no way to block it; they can hear and feel her heartbeat, smell every bit of her, feel the pull that is coming from her without a breather. it is taking a toll on them, if they wanted to and focus hard and long enough they would be able to touch the light of her beautiful soul. to try to tame the tense feelings they try to focus mainly on their breathing. breath in...one breath out breath in... two breath out breath in... three breath out. they did this over and over again in their minds afraid that if they told her too much looked at her too long that she would run from them and never look back.

Florescent: wow! this is amazing

Looking around the apartment as she walks forward into the place she would be living in, calling home not everyone got offered a place to live with a one time price so she considered herself lucky.

Jackson: im guessing this place is to your liking?

Florescent turns around quickly to face him shocked at his words. As soon as she turned he froze, she toke him breath away in every sense of the statement. he had to remind himself to breath. breath in... one breath out breath in ... two breath out.

Florescent: are you kidding this place is amazing

she turns around to look around once more.

Florescent: I mean but you know that you two own the school so you own this place.

Jackson: yes we do but we never had a reason to come here before.

Florescent: Jeremy what do you think of this place you haven't said a word.

Jeremy: if its to your liking then I like it also.

Florescent turned around to smile at him, he then wore a pained filled expression he tries to block out the connection even though he knew he wouldn't be able to but tries he does to protect himself and Jackson is she rejects them. he didn't believe that she will be able to be okay with the idea of being with both of them, one maybe but not two. it would tare him in two if his mate rejected him to only be with Jackson it would also tare him apart if she choose him and not Jackson. but he new that wouldn't happen because he knows well that his brother would always be the first and better choice for her. they match, fit each other perfectly. his heart filled up with pain all at once with just the idea, he needed to get out needed to leave her because he knew if he didn't she would leave him.  Florescent's smile slipped from her face as she looked at Jeremy worriedly knowing something wasn't right.

Florescent: Jeremy are you okay?

he tried to smile, failing completely

Florescent: you don't like it do you?

Jeremy: no mhmm I like it, but I have to go, ill come back later.

Jeremy walks out the door after getting the keys from Jackson hopping into the car driving away and not looking back, after driving for five miles, away from her house he started feeling better. He no longer could feel the intense need for her that comes from him when she is near only Jackson's need but that, that he could handle.