November 20, 2013
Dear diary,
today was super boring actually. I didn't really do much. I went to school then to work. Sometimes school is awkward because this boy, we'll call him Trevor and I were kind of good friends until one night everything fell apart. Ever since then it's be really weird to see him in class. While I was at work one of my co-workers practically called me fat. I'm probably just over reacting because, well it's that time of the month. To make matters worse I feel like my two closest friends are starting to third wheel me. I am starting to become much more independent and I kind of like it. I wish I felt beautiful all the time. To be honest I haven't felt beautiful in a long time. It's not that I need someone to tell me I look good. It's that everyone points out my flaws. It kind of makes me sad because I use to be super secure about myself, but as the year goes on I kept becoming more insecure. My skinny friends call themselves fat and that makes me upset. You're not fat. if you think you're fat I must be an elephant. I'm not even fat. I have fat that I could lose but it's not like I'm morbidly obese. I'm a curvy girl. okay I think that's all I have to say for today. night night
<3 princesspeaa
