Sunday December 15, 2013
why is it every time I almost fall in love the guy I'm falling for finds another girl. yes, a reverence to Trevor. Apparently I must like him....Like yes I'm awkward and yes I'm a little bit out there but I'm cool! Like seriously it's a movie scene he’s standing outside I walk away and another girl comes and swoops him off his feet. I don't get it... I have this thing where if (I practically shout if) he decides he’s a dumb ass and wants to fall for me I say no. I'm no one’s second choice. ooops. Anyway I really thought I liked him but John Mayer got me through it and I think I might be okay with it. haha probably not but oh well. It’s almost Christmas so happy holidays! I’m all alone for right now. I don’t get to go home just yet. I kind of can’t wait though. I feel like I don’t have any friends here. I trust no one. I blame my “dad” for that if you can even call him that. I hope one day to become famous. I think that would be cool. I tell myself “chase your dreams buttercup” we’ll see how far I make it. Maybe this diary has big plans for me. I know I don’t write every day like I said I would… but most the time my life is boring. The most exciting thing that’s happened this week was cleaning out the toilet. Welcome to my life.
<3 princesspeaa
