Nebula

Chapter 1

I was walking back to my house as I was wearing my brown knitted earmuffs , olive green beanie and coat , a mini black bag on my shoulders and a cup of fresh latte in one of my hands .

" Now you know , no one's ever loved anyone as much as i love you ~ Bella Cullen , Breaking down. "

" Whats ironic is her tragic rejection of Jacob , a hot heart-throbbing werewolf . I guess all the girls of Alabama are standing up in a line for their Jacob's marriage approval "

" Hmph , Bella is so lucky for having a vampire and a werewolf behind her . I sighed . "

I look at the stars that night seeing how wonderful and beautiful it is thinking " Man , she is actually blessed "  .

{Visualizes : what if whatever happened to bella happens to me}

A tear drop falling from the sky falls on my lower eye lid . The filled wet clouds start bumping each other producing bright charges and high frequented sounds , it was terrifying . " the sky seems sad " .

As my shoes stamped on the wet muddy ground of the streets of Alabama , I walk as fast as I can to reach to the bus station before the rain drowns the city and the buses stop arriving . cars rushing , water spraying , It gets nothing but worse .

I noticed a guy who was sitting on a cardboard on the wet floors of the corner of the street . He ended to be homeless as I realized while I was walking with all the pity inside me towards him , torn shirt , dirty face, muddy hair but , " that's one Beautiful face you got there " . I look into his shimmering blue eyes and I couldn't find my way out . He got this attraction that pulled me strongly  , the chemicals inside me were reacting too fast .

Luckily The bus arrives on time , i walk towards it and step in one feet , i look back at him and then look down frowning . i Sighed .

I walk back to him thinking " i cant leave him out at a night like this " . I thought it was actually selfish of me treating only one specific homeless man while there are a thousand others , but then i realized that at least i'm making a good decision in taking the boy in need , home and taking care of him . Besides , the insulin inside me was changing like a water hose set free .

I walk slowly to him keeping my hands on his shoulder asking " can i help you ? ". He rose his head towards me with silence , and continued staring forward . His mouth was closed but his eyes spoke a lot . " Would i be called a rapist if i steal this piece of cake and take him with me home and keep him ? "

" He is not a pet . But im very sure that he needs me in someway or the other " the pride inside me rushed in as the kindness was speaking .

I placed my hands in front of him expecting his hands on them but , he simply continued staring forward . It was getting annoying , so i grabbed his hand and keep it on my shoulder and pulled him up saying " My name is June , June Porter and im gonna take you home for the night .  i cant leave you stay here in the storm . "

He was too heavy and tough to be carried . i was applying pressure with my eyes closed , and suddenly it felt lite until i realised he started responding to me.

I felt good saving a homeless jock but at the same time scared for getting a stranger in my house . What am i gonna tell my mother ? " Oh i found him so im keeping him ?
I need to stop being selfish  . I Sighed . "

He sat beside me in the bus stop as we waited for the bus to arrive . I look at him and realise that everyone can be unlucky . You could be the hottest model on the planet yet unlucky in many other ways which you might only know about .

I asked him his name , he continued staring forward until he looked up at the sky with an expression of hope in them  .

It was creepy to see how a human being cannot converse with another human being , so i simply kept quite .

The bus arrived and i grabbed him . he looked at me and i pointed at the bus as he stood up , we started walking and we entered the bus .

I bought two ticket for me and the mr . It was very uncomfortable , the way people where looking at me and him like i did some crime and them degrading him for not being as clean as them . I hold his hands and made him sit on the seat beside me . My house - where my mother and I live  - was 20 minutes away from here and in the meantime  i was looking for an excuse to lie about for my mother .

Suddenly I hear a voice saying "Xacharious" , i look at him fast as my ear caught the word "What?" I said said as he looked at me , " My name is Xacharious . "

Deep inside me I was shook . I wanted to fucking laugh my ass off but also the name ? I never heard of it before . I asked him how old is he and he replied saying "20" . I told him that I'm giving him shelter for the night where he can stay and function tomorrow or later . He looked at me , with a smirk on his face and he continued to stare forward .

The short silent ride carried on until we reached home . I point at my house from the window explaining we need to get down , so i pull his hand and exit the bus . i reach the doorstep of my house , with the fear of my mother's reaction to my behavior . Hopefully , i screamed " Mom , I'm home" , to find out she was already asleep .

We entered the house and he started exploring . I grabbed Xacharious's arm and pushed him infront of the door that haven been locked for about a year . I unlock the room's door and look at Xacharious saying " You need to bath and get cleaned up , so im going to give you extra cloths from my brother's closet where you can use them for the night ... And actually any night. "

"Now" , i say as i look at " Xacharious" , " First of all , I'm going to call you Zac with a Z , or you know what , Simply an X is enough . Now hold on let me pickup some cloths and bring them for you. " I walk into Joshua's room remembering all of our good ol' memories together . My heart continuos to pain as i opened the cupboard pulling out some cloths for Xac . It was all fine but emotional until i realized that ,He needs to wear a boxer inside the pants . i creepily had to borrow some boxers that Joshua bought newly before he leaves .

I walk out of the room to see Xac standing on the window glaring up at the sky .
He must of been through something so terrible , i thought as i called his name and told him to follow me to the bathroom .

I opened the door of the bathroom , warmed the water and told Xac to keep his used cloths in the blue bucket beside the door , and also to wear the clean cloths as he finished bathing .

Xac was looking deep into my soul , it was freaky but i still had no idea why im doing all of this to him . Humanity or sexually , dead nevermind .

He stayed standing , i went out and pushed him inside . Then I left and closed the door leaving it unlocked . I couldnt stop but to stick my ears on the door of the room . I could hear the movements inside and i finally heard the water splashing being consumed by a body .

I myself go to my room , look at myself in the mirror quoting " I look like I traveled the world in 80 days without any sleep . I change my cloths fast expecting Xac to be done by then