To the guy who loved me most,
Hey, how are you? I hope you are fine. Me? I'm doing good. Currently working in a corporate company. It's been six months since we last saw each other. Why am I writing this? Do you have any idea? The reason is, I want to explain everything. Explain to you why I can't love you back.
We were in freshman years when we became friends. We became friends because of our common friends. And we became super close. I like you as my friend because you are so witty, so funny, even when you had some corny jokes, you made me laugh!
As years goes by, you became aloof when I had a boyfriend. Which all of you, doesn't like him for me. Then all of you became happy when we broke up! Haha, well, me too. Then the time came when all of our friends entered in a relationship, and the two of us remained single. They are pushing us to be together. I rode on their trip, and it all started there.
I called you some endearments. I became sweet. I cut a heart shape and wrote our names on it just to make our friends happy. Until one day, you confessed me through text. I became honest to you that it was just a game, yet you took it seriously. After that, we don't talk to each other, nor look at each other. Insert awkwardness here.
Months passed by, slowly we are regaining our friendship,. I thought everything's going to be fine, I thought you already got over me. But I was wrong. We were at our friend's place, having a party, you talked to me privately and confessed that you still love me. Yes, until now, you still love me. But then, I rejected you for the second time.
Why can't I love you back? Why? It's just simple. I like you as a friend. I love you just like my little brother. You're a family to me. They said 'you can learn how to love', yes, I agree with that, because I can only love you as my friend, a good friend. I am very sorry for making you cry.
PS.
Please don't wait for me. Forget our 5-year agreement.
Sooner or later, you will meet her. She's on her way. Just wait for the right woman for you and you'll be happy. And, I'll be happy for you. Again, I am sorry.
Truly,
The girl who can't love you back
