The tension in Johnny's apartment is thick enough for a blade to cut. Alex's brain was going at a million miles per hour as Johnny's couldn't wrap his head around what happened since Alex refused to say anything.
Alex knew she was fucked, literally and metaphorically. Nick was going to make this year hell. And its not like she could tell Johnny, I mean, look how he reacted purely thinking something happened.
Johnny looked at Alex who was smoking one of his cigarettes. She sat on his bed facing toward the dirty window, her long brown hair covering her sweater, placed perfectly on her.
Johnny felt his nerves and anger slowly go away as he got lost staring at Alex. He loved her. He knew he loved her and the only thing that scared him the most is that he loved her.
Deep down, everything Nick said was true, every single girlfriend Johnny has had has been sent away to a mental hospital or ended up dead.
He had the worst luck. He knew it. That's why the fear of being with Alex was so strong. He didn't want her dead or crazy. He just wanted them to be happy.
Alex finished the cigarette and got up to see Johnny, just staring at her with a small smile. She felt a blush rush to her face as she walked over to him and hugged him. Her face on his chest, she felt safe.
She pulled away slightly to look at Johnny, his smile got bigger as a smile spread across her face. She went up of her tippy toes slightly to met her lips with his. Johnny was a bit taller than her. He moved his hands to her face as he cups her cheeks.
Alex felt her day slip away as they kissed in the corner of Johnny's room. Johnny grabbed Alex up off of her feet and moved her to the bed.
(I mean, it wasn't like one of those smooth cute carrying to the bed scenes. Remember Johnny in this story is a severely underweight heroin addict. So him carrying her was a struggle and both of them knew it but tried not to laugh.)
He moved his hands to her waist as Alex brought her hands to Johnny's short brown locks. Their bodies molded together but quickly parted as they both heard glass shatter. Johnny bolted up and ran over to his dressers to grab his small hand gun.
Alex felt like throwing up but she wasn't about to puke up bile again for the second time today. Johnny felt like his head was abiuut to be blown off but fuck if some junkie was going to try and steal from him they'd be dead before they even found his stash.
The footsteps echoed in the house as Johnny softly moved closer and closer to the door. His breath shaky as the sound of the gun going off once the door opened. "Fucking hell Johnny are you trying to kill me?!??!"
Johnny felt his hands drop the gun as he cursed a string of words loudly. A guy around Alex's age walked through the door.
He was about the same height as Johnny and equally as skinny, he had red brown hair that was messed up and spiked up, his nose is small and button-like, Alex had to admit he was fucking adorable, even if he just gave her a heart attack.
He wore a beat up leather jacket with a ripped up white shirt underneath and he had black skinny jeans that were torn up with a pair of boots that looked like they have seen better days.
The smile ridden in his face was priceless, he knew he gave both Alex and Johnny a heart attack and couldn't help but laugh. Alex walked over to his friend and pushed him hard.
"Dude fuck off you gave me a heart attack." Johnny looked over to his not yet girlfriend, who was white as a ghost but had a small smile on her face. "Shit Pete this is Alex, Alex this is Pete my best stupid friend."
Pete and Alex stared at each other for a few seconds before Alex got up and smiled. "Nice to see Johnny here being with someone besides me fucking hell."
Pete and Alex hit it off and so the three hung out in Johnny's apartment until it came to the time that Pete and Johnny both needed a hit. Johnny knew he didn't want to shoot up near Alex but he didn't want to have to kick her out or leave.
So Johnny sat down with Pete and told Alex, about the heroin, not the selling part, not yet. "Well you realize that you both look like your ten seconds from caving in because of how skinny you are, and both of you have track marks I'm not a fucking idiot. Go ahead shoot up I don't mind."
okay Hi
idk this chapter has been ready and idk why I haven't published it idk idk idk but its up and yeah okay shits going to get rocky from here
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