Alex and Johnny stayed in their own world for a couple more hours and then Johnny knew that Alex needed to go so he drove her home. Johnny felt a flood of emotions as Alex left his car and he didn't know if they were good or bad or both.
Johnny never was able to keep a good relationship running and everyone knew that. The heroin had a lot to do with that but he was cleaning up his veins and he knew that he couldn't fuck things up with Alex.
Alex entered her house to hear glass being thrown to a hard place. That place being near her head on the door. Her mother, was severely drunk and very violent as the rooms around he spoke for them self. Alex ran up to her room in a panic and slammed the door, making sure to lock it.
Alex felt the blood rush to her as she laid down, her mom wasn't usually this bad when she came home but who knows Alex usually too stoned to bother with anyone. She managed to get her sweater off and tossed it somewhere in her room. She took her boots off and laid underneath the covers.
Johnny went into his room and grabbed the brown paper bag and shoved into his sweater and ran back out to his car. He had to make a living somehow in this small town and after his last relationship they wouldn't hire him for shit. So dealing heroin to the other junkies in town made sense.
He finished his last sale for the day and managed to shoot up himself even though he's "cleaning up". He drove over to Alex's house. He walked up to the door but heard yelling and glass breaking so he ran into their backyard and somehow got into Alex's room. He climbed his lanky body through the window and went inside, only for things to go black.
Alex stared at Johnny's body on her bed. She knew she didn't kill him but she didn't know if she fucked his head a bit. Or if it was even healthy for him to be passed out.
She took her chance and put down the baseball bat she had by her bed and sat down next to his body. She moved her hand up to his head and felt his damp hair, she took off his sweater and threw it on the floor. Her hand traced down to his arms when she felt a rough patch. She looked down to see several track marks in his arms and automatically everything made sense.
Jared was a junkie, that's why everyone in town hates him and that's why he showed up through her bedroom window at 9pm. That's why his apartment is even worse than hers.
But, it didn't matter, none of it mattered to her. She knew that the drug dealing rumors were lies because a junkie couldn't shoot up and sell. Its like a mouse trying to sell cheese even though it really fucking wants the cheese.
Alex knew she had to help him, she liked him a lot and didn't want him overdose one day. She laided down next to him. Listening to the rain hit the pavement and slowly fall asleep.
Johnny woke up with a pounding headache that he could feel in his freaking teeth. He opened his eyes and didn't recognize the room around him. He looked over and saw Alex laying down next to him.
Then he saw from the corner of his eyes that his track marks were showing. He jolted up and shoved his sweater on. He looked around and saw the baseball bat that Alex hit him with. He walked over to her window and jumped out. He ran down to his car and turned on the engine and drove home.
Alex woke up to her Johnny climbing out of her window and she stayed still and stared intensely at her alarm clock. When she knew he left she got up and and sighed.
She forgot to move his arm in a way he wouldn't notice she saw his marks. He knew that she knew and Alex felt the blood rush to her head and she knew she wouldn't hear from him for a minute
Johnny laid on his bed, staring at his roof and feeling like a fucking dumbass. He shouldn't have shot up and he shouldn't have went to Alex's house at night without fucking telling her. He was hopeless. Heroin was the safety blanket for 4 years, heroin didn't break up with him or hurt him, heroin made him feel happy and safe.
He laided in bed with regret. Regret of everything. She fucking knew. She knew that he was shoving his veins with heroin and she now knew that's why Johnny looked underfed. She knew that she couldn't trust Johnny with anything because he only thought of heroin.
Johnny just wanted to be happy without chemicals in his veins. He just wanted to be okay. And he was going going to be okay once he got everything out of his system. And he's was going to be okay once Alex knew that Johnny was falling in love with her.
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Idk this wasnt every eventful because I'm a loser and more shit will happen in the next chapter hopefully idk so like yeah enjoy
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