You Don't Own Me

Going Back To The Same Arrogant Asshole Of A Man

Theresa Millan

[11] Thinking it through, going back won't make him realize how much his actions hurt me. So instead I went to Jesy's house, it was a couple of minutes before twelve O'clock so I wanted to surprise her for her birthday.

I parked the car in front of her house and turned off the engine, opening the door of my car and closed it behind me. I rounded the car and made my way toward her window, throwing rocks at it.

She had her lights on and her window slightly open, "Jesy! Open that damn door, It's fucking cold out here!" She stuck her head out of the window and looked down at me.

"Theresa! Oh my god." She stuck her head back in and I headed toward the front door, waiting for her to open the door for me. "Oh lord! Are you okay? I haven't seen you for like a week!"

"Happy birthday!" I screamed at her instead and lifted her from the ground, whirling her around. "Damn Jesy! You're so fucking heavy now, it must be you and your fat ass!" I slapped her ass and she laughed at me.

"I missed you! I heard that guy who called for you in the club dragged you to his pack. Damn, If only I could have seen him to kick his ass for taking my best friend away from me." Jesy pulled me into a tight hug, "Are you okay?"

"I am, but forget about me! It's your birthday!" I screamed again and picked her up, puffing as I coughed, "Damn, either you got fat or I'm too weak." I told her as I put her back down.

"You just go weak." She joked, 'Thank god you're here! I was just dressing up to go clubbing with the girls, you're coming right?" Jesy asked me as we made our way toward her room.

"Nah, I just came to say happy birthday." Jesy threw me a look, "Fine, but I can't go like this." Jesy threw me a look and jumped on me, literally choking me. "Oh my god, what's wrong with you?"

"No! What's wrong with you? You went away for like a week and forget that you wear my clothes? What is that Theresa?!" Jesy gaped at me with widened eyes, "Did he just marked you or did you guys do the nasty! Holy crap! My best friend is no longer a virgin. I need holy water."

Jesy stumbled back dramatically, waving her face. "I can't believe it! How was it?! No don't tell me, was he good? No, that either. Oh fuck. I can't even think straight, my bestie is no longer a virgin, okay."

"Yeah yeah, let's not talk about it okay?" I told her as I headed toward her bed, slumping on it as I extended my arms. "He is an asshole, I regret giving into it." Lies! "I don't even know why I even allowed for it to go further." You liked it, you liked having him above you, pleasuring you. You like having him close, it's a shame that you're denying it.

"Fine! Let's find something hot for you to wear!"

*

I sat there, the girls urging me to stand up and dance but surprisingly when I stepped into the club, I didn't want to be here anymore. You want to go see him, I know you want to. Your consciousness will keep bugging you until you go see him.