*2 Days Later*
Its 9:46pm on a Wednesday night.
I'm sitting in my hotel bed, stuffing my fucking face with Oreo ice cream while watching 'Sleepless in Seattle'. I'm crying.
How could I not be? I'm kinda fucking upset. First, I didn't think I'd ever see him again and that crushed me but now, I wish I would've never seen him again. It hurts me to know he forgot about me and fell in love with her.
"Brie." I mocked in a bitchy voice. "I get to fuck Grayson everyday after I pierce bitches nipples at work." I slap my spoon down onto my ice cream. "I'm probably a superficial bitch that gets what I want, when I want. I don't fight for anything."
I pause. Why am I not fighting for him? I'm pretty sure this is my only chance or I'm going to regret it forever and be miserable. What the fuck am I doing?
I hastily wipe my eyes and grab my phone. I quickly grab my phone and pause my movie. I go to my messages and add a new message to Gray. What do I say? I just need to see him again. Okay. Don't think too much about it.
"I want to see you some time again. 😊"
I press send quickly before I change my mind.
What's the worst that can happen?
Grayson's P.O.V.
My phone dings from my bedroom as I'm in the bathroom brushing my teeth. I don't think much of it as I rinse my mouth. A few seconds later I hear loud footsteps coming towards the bathroom door.
The door flies open revealing a huffing, angry looking Brie.
"What the actual fuck Grayson! You piece of shit. You're cheating on me? What the fuck. I'm the baddest bitch in California. Why are you cheating on ME!? Me, bitch." She slaps me across the face.
Oh okay. "Woah. Calm down. What the fuck are you talking about Brie?" I say calmly while rubbing my hot cheek.
"What am I talking about? You think I'm stupid Grayson? I know you're fucking cheating in me. Your side hoe just texted you, bitch." She threw my phone at me. "But you know what, it doesn't even matter. Guess what? I fucked Kian." She smiled as she continued yelling. "Yep. I fucked him tons times while you weren't at work." She evilly laughed. "Actually once when you were in the bathroom."
I stood shocked. First, I'm not even cheating on her, and what the fuck. She cheated on me?
"When?" I ask surprised.
"It started a few weeks ago." She smirked. "I'm too good for a piece of shit like you. You deserve to fucking die alone. I'm getting my clothes and leaving. Sorry Gray. Looks like you're never going to get this pussy." She laughed as she walked out of the bathroom. She turned back to look at me. "At least Kian puts out instead of us ""cuddling"" constantly. You should just come out of the closet now, because to resist this," she motioned to her body, "you have to be a fag." She smirked. "Bye bitch."
***
She slammed the door on her way out as I stood in the kitchen smiling, texting Jemma, while making some late night pancakes. This is the life.
I see what she meant now when she thought I "cheated". I'll just leave it that way. I have no idea why I ever even got with her. I just missed the love. But she didn't give me love. Jemma gave me love.
Jemma.
Its almost 11 now but we've made plans to see each other tomorrow because she has the day off and I'm obviously quitting my job. I'll find something else. I don't even need a job, I just had it as a hobby.
Let me just explain something.
I have not had sex since that night with Jem. I have no desire to touch anyone else or let them touch me. I have kissed Brie and told her I love her, but come on. It just wasn't real. Even though I really wanted to love someone, I couldn't. There's only Jem. She's the only one there is, and the only person there will be. I love her. And I can't help it.
(S&S. Short and shitty. Sorry for being late I did a lot if stuff today and just almost totally forgot. Way earlier tomorrow. Love ya marshmallows.)
