Step Brother- CTH

Part 1

Your POV
" Hey sis. What's wrong?" Calum asks.
" it's noth-" Before I could finish, he interrupts me.
" don't you dare say its nothing, cause I can tell from your puffy eyes, something's wrong."
" it's nothing, I promise." I say. I lied. I was not ok. Calum was on the couch with his band mates playing FIFA. Of course. My parents are her but they're just packing for their long vacation. But they're having their wedding in a few days. I just came from school. And today was the worst day ever. Alex just broke up with me. We've been together for about 3 and a half months now. He broke up with me cause I always pushing him off when he tries and kisses me, or tries to do something, but I don't know how to react, cause I don't know anything sexual. I've watched porn before, but I still don't know how to do it. I push him off, because I'm scared ill mess up, and he'll find out I'm a virgin. I like him a lot, but it doesn't feel right to lose it to him.

Calum had worried eyes, that I adored, a lot. His big brown eyes, big plump lips. What are you saying, Y:N. He's your fucking step brother. Yeah, STEP brother. Technically we're not related. But my parents aren't married yet, Sao we aren't related yet.
" I swear if it's fucking Alex, I'm gonna find that bitch and beat the shit out of h-" He says, and I could literally see the fire in his eyes. I got lost in his brown eyes, but then he suddenly stopped, when my mom suddenly inturupted. " *ahem* watch your language young man." My mom said angrily. I chuckled and saw Calum mumble a small sorry and turns back to his friends. I took the chance to run up to my room. I was successful.
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I'm currently sobbing into my pillow, and music blasting into my headphones.
I didn't want to hear anything else other than my music.
I sudenly see my door open slowly, and see no other than Calum.
I see him say something, but my music is too loud for me to listen to him. He walks closer to me and takes my headphones off.
I always had a big crush on Calum. I know its wrong, cause he's going to be my step brother, but I can't help it. And we're not related yet. His big plump lips, big brown eyes that I always get lost in, large soft fingers that I usually imagine when I try and finger myself, muscles that I always see, and tattoos that make it even better, and his thick accent i imagine moaning out my name.
" hey y:n. I know your not ok. So don't tell me its nothing." He starts off, and sits beside me on my bed.
" but you can't help fix my problem. Even I can't." I said.
" maybe if you tell me, I could possibly help." He suggested.
" maybe." I mumbled.
" then tell me. Don't worry about the boys. They left a few minutes ago. And mom left to go get groceries. And you know mom. Always buying everything she loves." He said. We both laughed quietly.
" ok. Alex broke up with me-" I said quietly, but inturupted.
" I fucking knew it. I'm going to find that peice of shit and kick his ass so hard, that he won't even walk-" he says angrily.
" it's not his fault, kind of. It's because every time he tries and kisses me or tries something sexual, I always push him off of me. Cause. Cause I'm a-" I stuttered.
" a virgin?" Calum asks.