Fly [S.M]

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*Lyssa's POV* 

Simon fell asleep on the chair and the boys were on their way back. Its now the second day I'm in the hospital. 

Royce was a quietbaby so far, he hasn't been crying or anything. Last night before Vik took Lexi home, she held him. She looked at him and you could tell she adored him. It was honestly the sweetest. 

The doctor came in and did some tests on me and Royce and then the boys walked in. 

Vik was holding Lexi's hand, Tobi, Josh, Ethan, and JJ. 

"Hey little ma-" Tobi began but got cut off by a loud JJ.

"OH MY GWAD! CAN I-" 

Simon jumped awake and Royce began to whine clearly due to JJ. I stood up in my rope and smacked JJ, he faked that he was hurt and it made me giggle and Ethan began to laugh. I picked up Royce and sat back down.

"Hey guys." Simon grumbled from the chair, they all said hello.

"Hi daddy." Lexi ran to Simon and sat on his lap,"Hi Mommy and Rice." I giggled and the others let out a chuckle. 

"Royce." Simon mumbled in her ear.

"Rice?" 

"No, roy- s" he sounded it out.

"Rooooycee" Lexi said slowly. 

We all watched as she struggled to pronounce her brothers name, it was cute. 

I noticed Josh staring hard at the baby in my arms,"Josh would you like to hold him?" He snapped out of his thoughts and looked at me. 

I stood up and walked over with Royce. 

"This is uncle Joshy." I handed Josh Royce. 

"He's so small." Ethan looked at him. 

"Not the small, hurt like hell. He got a big head like his dad." I looked at Simon who was in talking to JJ, Vik, and Lexi. 

"We got some baby stuff for you, we put it in the house." Tobi smiled. 

"Thanks guys." 

"Can I?" Ethan gestured towards Royce. 

"You don't have to ask me, you guys are family. Just make sure his head is held." Josh turned to Ethan and they did the hand off. 

"He looks like a image of Simon." Ethan did his laugh and Royce squealed with laughter back

"Oi! I like this kid already. " Ethan exclaimed. 

"Okay let Uncle Tobi have a go!" Tobi smiled and Ethan handed Royce to him. 

"Hey can I talk to you?" Josh mumbled, and I nodded. He walked outside the room and I followed. 

"I'm sorry I haven't been around as often as I should be but I need help. I fucked up big time." Josh sighed closing his eyes. 

"What happened?" 

"Freya. She- she left."

"What the fuck do you mean she left?!" I raised my voice.

"We had a fight about money and she just packed up and left. I don't know what to do. I'm a mess, I've been at home for the past month moping and shit." He let a tear go down his face. 

"I'll help look okay, I'm sure-" 

Royce began crying and screaming and you could hear everyone stop talking. 

"That's my que." I smiled and went to walk in when josh grabbed my arm.

"Don't tell anyone I told you that though." 

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"Simon, when he cries you bounce him a little or you feed him or check his diaper." I sighed showing the newly father how to deal with our newborn. 

JJ, Josh, and Vik where still here and also Lexi. 

JJ got to hold Royce and JJ seemed to love him a lot more than the others did. "I want you to and Vik be the god dad of Royce." I blurted out at him. 

Simon looked confused for a moment then nodded. 

"Why not have all the Sidemen as god father's?" 

"Tobi, Ethan, and Josh are god parents to Lexi. That's why. If Harry came around more, he would be a god parent." They all nodded in agreement. 

"I honestly love him." JJ smiled at Royce who was in his arms. 

"I'm going to teach you how to play football." JJ giggled and Simon mumbled a 'yeah right'. 

"Now listen guys. We make a pact here and now. We will not hate each other ever!" Josh slightly yelled making me yell agreed. Royce started stirring and making whining noises and I glance at Josh who after said what he said, he looked depressed. 

Poor Josh. I kicked Simon's leg and he looked up at me confused, I nodded slightly towards Josh, JJ noticed also. JJ handed Royce back to me.

"Hey Daddy!" JJ giggled as he plopped down on Josh's lap.

"For fucks sake JJ!" Josh laughed obviously not expecting him to do that, but JJ hooked around his neck. 

"Dog pile!" Simon squealed as he jumped on JJ's lap. 

"My dick." Josh whined and the boys just sat there. 

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"Miss we have to check on the baby." I nodded and handed Royce to the nurse. She held the baby and everything seems eerie. Simon was sleeping, the room was dark.

Minutes felt like hours, when the nurse came back in without my baby. 

"I'm sorry, he's gone." 

I sat up panting and crying.

"Lyss?" Si looked at me, Vik, Lexi, and Josh were here. 

"Royce" I mumbled, I didn't see him anywhere. 

"Royce!" I yelled and began to cry. 

"Sis, stop.-" 

"What's wrong-"

"Mommy-"

"Where is he?!" I cried.

"Jide has him. He took him on a walk." Si sat next to me on my bed and cradled my head. I took deep breaths.

That's when JJ walked back in and smiled. Royce looked so happy. 

"Let's get you back to mommas." He handed me Royce. 

Simon had his arm around me and I had Royce on my lap. I grabbed his hand and waved it at Vik who ushered Lexi towards us. She sat on Simon's lap. 

The boys took their phone out and took photos. 

"Let's get a photo Vik." I smiled, and Simon took Royce. Lexi stood up and so did I. 

"Simon you can sit, you to Lex." I straightened my hospital dress.

I stood next to Vik and we both did a thumbs up. 

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Later that night I posted both photos. 

Lyssa_gaming: my family. Suck it we're awesome! (Photo of Simon, Lexi, Royce, and me) @ miniminter

Lyssa_gaming: still copying me lil bro (photo of her and Vik) @ vikstar123