The morning unfolded like many others had, Jinxx shouted at me for takinog to long in the shower, Jake shouted at me and Ash for making out in the kitchen while they ate breakfast, Cc shouted at me for listening to music to loud when I got dressed because he was trying to sleep off a hangover. But I didn't see Andy until we got into the tour bus.
The guys were finishing packing, they had left it until the last day even though I had been reminding them since the first day, so I was packed and ready to go.
So I was in the bus, finishing my book, when Andy came in,
"I have to talk to you," he said sitting opposite me,
"I have nothing to say," I answered, not even bothering to look up from my book,
"Scarlet, I think you should leave Ashley,"
"What?" I asked somewhat angry,
"I think you should leave Ashly and be with me,"
"No," I answered, looking back at my book,
"Scarlet please, I need you," he continued,
"Andy, I said no," looking back at him for a moment, then back at my book,
"Scarlet... Scar," he started,
"Don't call me Scar,"
"Look, Scarlet," he repeated, "Scarlet look at me,"
I kept my eyes firmly on my book,
"Look," he was speaking louder now,
"No, you look!" I interrupted, "I'm not leaving Ash, I don't care what you tell him! I'm not giving him up! And you can't deal with that then I'm sorry, but I'm not changing my mind-" but then he cut me of by pinning me to the side of the bus and kissed me passionately, at first I resisted but then I began kissing him back. He loosened his grip on my wrists. I used this to my advantage and began running my fingers threw his hair, pulling him closer to me. I heard the rest of the band talking outside so I pulled away, I scribbled my number on a peace of paper and placed in his hand while I leaned over him and whispered,
"Call me," in his ear before walking to the couples room of the bus to nap.
I was woken up by Andy against my neck placing a seductive kiss,
"Uhhh, where's Ash?" I asked, Andy detached his lips from my neck long enough to answer,
"Asleep, in the hotel, we have until nine at least,"
I turned my head, 1:00am so I had eight hours with Andy, I'd been asleep since six.
"Aren't you tired?" I asked.
He pulled away and smirked at me,
"I fell asleep when you did so no, I'm not tired,"
"Andy, I haven't made up my mind yet-" I was interrupted,
"I know,"
"So I wanna be friends, just friends...with both of you...until I decide what to do," I said looking into his eyes intensively,
"Well I don't," he answered bluntly,
I ignored his last statement and held out my hand,
"Friends?"
He grabbed my hand and pulled me in,
"With benefits," he added, winking as a cute bought cheeky grin appeared upon his face,
I shook my head and giggled while taking back my hand and retreating to the toilet. ThatNight I broke it off with Ashley quite well to be honest I was somewhat hurt and how well he took it but I shook it off so I didn't feel vein.
I didn't notice any tension between me and the boys it seemed as though nothing had changed obviously mean Ashley one as close as we were but we kind of returned to the friendship stage than we were at before this relationship thing started.
Me and Andy didn't talk much well I caught him looking at me a few times and every now and then we were standing up you would exchange a quick wink but not anything too serious he knew that I wanted my space to think and appreciated that. To be honest I think would've been easier for me and the boys are just said friends but that was a decision I made quite a while ago and are so I guess I'm stuck with it I'm not complaining but will just be easier if the whole relationship tension didn't exist and we were all just a couple of friends hanging out but it's way too late for that.
We have just got back from the long journey home after the tour we were all pretty jetlagged we all went home we decided to meet up the next day at Andy's house. It took ages for me to get to sleep but when I did it was amazing I really strange dream but I can only remember but half of it and if I did tell you the half that did exist it would sound a lot stranger than it actually was so I'm just not going to bother. Ashley lives closer to my house on any of the boys so he came round and picked me up to take me to Andes I would've taken my car but it's really complicated and I've just got my drivers license and I'm not really comfortable with driving right now so I guess I'm going to wait a few months before taking out my own. The journey there with Ashley wasn't very awkward so to speak but it was very quiet and when Ashley did decide to break the silence it was just him asking me what I want to listen to on the radio I just shrugged and looked away so he put on a random Metallica album.
We arrived at Andy's not long after that maybe two or three songs later. We knocked on the door and almost instantly very cheerful looking Andy opened the door,
"Hey, the rest of the guys are in the living room just walk in I'm gonna get some breakfast, you guys want anything? "Andy asked,
"Naaa," Ashley replied I simply shook my head,
"So what are you guys watching?"I asked popping down on the sofa next to CC and Jinxx Jake was simply lying on his stomach watching the TV it was some kind of documentary, it was boring so I didn't really notice much of it,
"I have no idea," CC eventually answered,
"Oh great," I didn't really know what else to say so I stood up and went to see what Andy was doing. He was stood in the kitchen where an apron holding a spatula,
"oh, hey, " Andy said noticing that I was there,
"Hey, what are you cooking, " I asked not really caring about the answer, I just trying to start a conversation,
"Pancakes," he answered with a grin "oh, ok, great,"
I picked up my bag and ran to the toilet, I heard the rest of the guys leave, great! They left me I thought but then a strange noise arose from Andy's room...
Was is, crying?
