The voices inside my head
The screams make me grow beard
The whispers close to my ear
Closer than ever
Even on my bed
The pain felt
Like ice I melt
In the struggle can't relent
Tighter are my belt
Though detrimental to my health
A second chance given
Sins forgiven but not forgotten
Diving into the illusion of a paradise ahead
Lots of road blocks waiting to be crossed
Injured and bruised
Men and booze
Numb to the many truth before the eyes
Sidelined to pay deaf ears
To listen and obey the wrong
I choose to keep moving forward
Never to lose
Till the road is free of road blocks
