Walking with eyes closed
Unconvinced about the burning sensation
Trying to see through the darkness
Feeling so alone and scared
Like a child on its own
Wanting to be loved
But coming close to walls of constant rejection
With desperate eyes
Venturing into more anguish and self torment
To find some solace
Being with the special someone
Wanting to feel single
And alone, wanting to mingle
Needing further inspection
A bright past and dark future
Dwelling in isolation
Embracing the pain upside down
Bottling it all up
Damaging itself further
Thrown into an oblivion of numbness
