I relapsed today...I made it 4 months without cutting....I fucked up...again...
I'm so stupid!!
I thought I could open up to her but she just used it against me!
I wish I could die but no one will kill me and I'm to afraid to try
At least I felt something today...
At Least I could hear him today keeping people happy
I wish he could hear me hear my story and him telling me it'll all be ok
But I know that'll never happen
He won't hear my cries from the sea of fans
Why am I so stupid
Are you even listening?
Can anyone hear me?
YOU ARE READING
My journal
RandomYou don't have to read this. It's just me venting my depression stress and other shit I could careless if anyone found this Warning if you read this there'll be mentions of suicide self harm depression and dark thoughts
