I relapsed today...I made it 4 months without cutting....I fucked up...again...
I'm so stupid!!
I thought I could open up to her but she just used it against me!
I wish I could die but no one will kill me and I'm to afraid to try
At least I felt something today...
At Least I could hear him today keeping people happy
I wish he could hear me hear my story and him telling me it'll all be ok
But I know that'll never happen
He won't hear my cries from the sea of fans
Why am I so stupid
Are you even listening?
Can anyone hear me?
YOU ARE READING
My journal
Ngẫu nhiênYou don't have to read this. It's just me venting my depression stress and other shit I could careless if anyone found this Warning if you read this there'll be mentions of suicide self harm depression and dark thoughts
