Why? Why did I get these disorders these problems? I never asked for them. I was always the helpful put others before yourself kinda of person. What did I do to deserve this? Is it because of the things my family did? The wrongs they did. They hate they made. The divorce that ruined my life and left me broken unable to move past it? Why'd my family have to fall apart?
I can't get too close to anyone. They always lie alway brake promises and always leave
I can't get too excited everything always goes wrong and always ends badly
I can't show my true emotions I'll get hurt I be told to man up to stop being a baby
I can't trust anyone they all lie and hurt me then leave when they can't get what they want
I can't brake down this wall it's been up to long
I can't get to close to anyone
I can get to excited
I can't show my emotions
I can trust anyone
I can't brake down this wall
I can't trust myself
I'm just a broken memory of the past when everything was colorful
Now everything is grey and dull
I'm nothing more then a broken toy you throw out when I can't provide anymore
I'll just leave now
I can see how unwanted I am
Goodbye now I'll see you in another life
Maybe it'll be a better one.
I'll stop wasting your time now
I'm sorry goodbye
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My journal
RandomYou don't have to read this. It's just me venting my depression stress and other shit I could careless if anyone found this Warning if you read this there'll be mentions of suicide self harm depression and dark thoughts
