"Valery"
"Jared"
"This is fucking ridiculous"
He furiously left out the door that led to his car, and I chased after him.
"Jared can you please wait!"
"She has no respect, she came here for what? I know what she wants already, and it's not me, its the money"
"Jared you don't know that, she probably realized how much she wants you"
"Then why the fuck did she leave me? Look it doesn't matter because I don't want her anymore, I'm just going back to the hotel. Let her know that I don't want her contacting me"
He got in the car and left.
The day we were going to the UK, Jared was awfully quiet and didn't want to speak to anyone. He didn't even ask me about Shannon, which I thought was a relief. Even though nothing really happened.
Jareds POV
I can't keep a relationship, a real one, where I can trust her, and I can trust my self not to cheat on anyone. Im always trying, and when I try, I some how end up getting fucked over. When I don't try, someone else gets hurt. I never win you know? That is the problem.
I keep debating whether to talk to her, but what do I talk to her about. Shannon? Valery? I get nervous and its so hard to communicate. I haven't even spoken to Shannon about all of this yet.
I took the courage to finally go up to her, with no fucking idea of what I was going to say.
"hey, I.. I um.. I just wanted to talk to you about, a lot of things"
"Yeah, that's fine"
I sat down beside her, still contemplating on what I finally wanted to ask her.
"Look I know there's a few things I wanted to ask you, and a few things I wanted to clear up.
I've hurt a lot and I've been hurt, but I don't want to do that anymore, I care about you, and in someway I care about Valery. The whole you, and me thing happened really quickly, but I'm okay with that. About Valery, the morning I saw you with Shannon, I was speaking to her on the phone, she kept saying she made a mistake, and that if I didn't forgive her she would come to Paris and show up uninvited, which I clearly thought was a lie. I was wrong, and as you know already she showed up. I just want nothing to do with her anymore"
I looked at her, I could understand she was going to say something but I couldn't let her.
"(Y/N) I don't know if you want me, I don't know if you want Shannon, I don't know what you want, but I know what I need." I looked at her and just studied her emotions, and how she reacted to what I had said.
YOUR POV
"Jared, what happened with me and Shannon. Nothing did happen you know, I was going to knock on the door, and I didn't know whether I wanted to or not. I was just scared." He grabbed my face gently with his two hands and looked at me, with his big blue eyes.
"You don't have to be scared, I just want to know what you want. I trust nothing happened with you and Shannon" he looked at me and smiled and he moved one of his hands down, and another to put a piece of my hair behind my ear.
I looked at him and smiled
"Do you want this? To be with me?" he asked.
"Yes I do" I replied as my cheeks turned red.
Shannon's POV
I saw them completely addicted to each other, and thought to my self,
"How will I ever tell her?"
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Tell her what ;) -Amber
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The Assistant- Jared Leto
FanfictionA young girl, moves to LA to be interviewed for a Job as the assistant for, Thirty Seconds to Mars. Jared lets his feelings get in his way, Shannon lets his emotions take over, and your trying to co-operate as much as possible.
