I've forgotten what it feels like to Love
And all i'm left with is what you deprived me of.
I can give you a smile that can last forever
And you never cared whatsoever
I have to say that this is our last endeavour
And I have to say you were the only transgressor
You never stopped with your own aggression
And that finally became my obsession
Nobody ever awoke me
Nobody ever let me see or,
Took me away from this broken reality
I hate to be the absentee. I our
"Partnership" or better yet, why don't we
Just call this a fake relationship.
If you could awake from a nightmare
That's the entirety of your life
Would you?
Or would you be too afraid
To break your streak of sobriety
To put your skin against the edge of a knife.
To end your miserable life.
I'm in a state of disrepair
And, you're the only one that's there.
So, why should I even care?
You're like a poison that's killing me
But, you're a poison that only I can see
I wish you didn't lie
And I wish you didn't make me cry
I want to try
Try again
To see what you can mend
Before I break
Break away
To let you take
Take me away
What you won't let me say
Those words will stay
They'll be there every day
Hidden away
