Snowy Days and, quiet nights
The days that I will never forget
The lies that I can never forgive
Finally, finding out, far too late.
The days have passed, the times elapsed.
They said to forgive and forget
But, what If I can't forgive?
Smiling faces, that only time chases.
Many have cried for those who died.
Clouds, continuously, crowd the sky.
Chicago, the city where I hide.
Chicago, the city where I've lied
I heard their laughter, their chatter.
Their hidden voices, that only rose behind my back.
Bandages and stitches
Cover and obscure the marks from view
Familiar faces comfort and console me.
Continuously crawling back their source.
Adding to my collection.
Collection of scars, pain, and tears.
A masquerade of happiness.
His masquerade of love of care.
Today's the day
Today's my day
My day to end My life.
Pills and alcohol
Time to risk it all
Time for me to end it all
A blissful Death.
Will I be left as a painful wreck
I can feel his breath on my neck
I can feel your breath on my neck
I should keep him in check
Where's the deck?
The deck of cards
Am I lost
Will I be found
Buried under a dirt mound
I'm a clown
The laughing stock of town
Will the be laughing at my funeral
Only time will tell
Time to see how many pills can I swallow
Before my body breaks down
My heart stops beating
Now, my life's fleeing
Do you hear that sound?
Footsteps
Are they coming or going?
Oh, wait that's me
