Don't Close Your Heart (Motionless In White/Ricky "Horror" Olson Fan Fiction)

Fear and Dreams

I heard screaming outside and then a knock on the bus door, "Kai, we need you." I heard Jasper yell. I said goodbye to Ricky, "See you later." He said and kissed my cheek. I stepped off the bus being greeted by fans wanting pictures. We took a few minutes with them but we had to get to sound check.
"How are things going with Ricky?" Jasper asked, "Pretty well, I'm excited for us to get close. Ya know, I've wanted to be with him for so long. I've had the biggest crush on him. And now it could happen. And being on this tour, this is our dream. I'm just so happy." "I know what you mean. We've been waiting for this. This is defiantly the happiest I've been."
I grabbed her arm and we went inside, went over a few songs and everything was great.
The show would start in just an hour so we went to our bus and got ready. We put on our stage clothes and makeup. We were both so nervous as if we hadn't played a show before.

"Fifteen Fathoms Counting, 5 minutes, let's go." Our tour manager yelled. We ran off the bus and waited back stage. Our drummer, Noah, ran out and sat at his kit as everyone screamed. Then Isacc went out with his guitar, even more screaming. Finally I grabbed my bass and Jasper got her guitar and we ran out together. The crowd went insane. We started to play. I was getting pumped. People starting moshing and going crazy. I looked back at Ricky to see him smiling and giving me a thumbs up. I started head banging at the break down and screaming my parts and the parts Jasper couldn't do since she had clean vocals at the same time. After playing 7 more songs our set was over. We said our thank you's and goodbyes and walked off stage. "Great. Fucking. Job." Ricky said hugging me. "Thank you!" I said jumping up and down, adrenaline still rushing throughout my body. "Wanna go walk around town and fuck shit up after MIW's set?!" Jasper suggested, hyper and excited, "Of couurrssseeee!"

Motionless In White took stage and opened up with Infamous, the crowd went hard. Chris tapped Ricky's shoulder and motioned to Jasper and I going crazy back stage, jumping, singing and dancing to them playing. They both busted out laughed and continued to the next song. They closed with Underdog and Chris thanked the fans, "Thank you so fucking much Pittsburgh, we love you so fucking much!"

The ran off stage and I rushed and hugged Ricky. We all got changed and cleaned up and went out to the city. Ricky gave me a piggy back ride and after a bit I insisted that I carried him, since he was only an inch taller than me. I looked over at Jasper trying to carry Chris but failing, so he just picked her up. We all went into Denny's being loud and obnoxious, eating our food. Ryan, Ricky, Jasper, and I went outside to smoke. I chased Ricky around the parking lot trying to get my lighter back. I tackled him and demanded he hand it over, "That's no fun, what do I get if I give back?" "Well I'll punch you in the dick if it's not in my hands within the next 10 seconds." "Hmmmm, no thanks." He got up and ran away. "RICHARD FUCKING OLSON." "DON'T USE MY FULL NAME." "DON'T TAKE MY LIGHTER."
I caught up to him and grabbed his wrists. "Last chance, Olson." I warned him, "Oh really? I'm terrified." He joked, "Should be." I went to punch him, he stopped me, grabbed my waist and kissed me. Wait. What. I'm threatening him. And he just. What. Not complaining. He removed his lips from mine and slipped my lighter into my back pocket. "Thanks, fag." I laughed. "Welcome, bitch."

All of us walked around for quite some time, laughing and carrying on about everything, and running into a few fans along the way. We decided to get ice cream and make our way back to the buses. We stepped into DairyQueen, getting the most judgmental looks. But look at us. we're all used to it by now.
"I don't appreciate your kind here, Jesus will take care of you." Some ignorant cunt spouts off. "Really? Hail fucking Satan." I say and flip them off. If people judge and don't give me respect, I won't respect them. Simple as that. "Good job, Kai." Ryan says.

We received our ice cream and went to the buses. "JOSH OPEN THE DAMN DOOR." Chris screams. Motionless In White's tour manager locked them out. He was great, I swear. "You and Jasper should come in for a while." Ricky suggests, "Okay" I say happily. Ricky sat in his bunk and motioned for me to sit next to him. Jasper and Chris sat on the couch and watched Dexter. How cute were they. Ricky put on H.I.M.'s album Love Metal and we laid down, him singing Circle of Fear to me. His voice was perfect. He was perfect. All I've ever wanted was to be with him. I now have a chance. My life is finally working how I want.