Is this love?//FIFAManny

16.

I wake up then next morning, all the memories from last night coming back, just thinking about what happened makes me want to cry. I get out of bed and walk upstairs to see Joe asleep on the sofa so I decide to make him and Caspar some breakfast to say thank you. I look through all the food and finally find some pancake mix, I quietly cook some pancakes for when they wake up. As soon as I put the last of the mix in the pan I feel someone grab me and hug me. I squeal and turn around to see Joe standing there laughing with his camera, I frown at the camera and Joe puts it away. "I made you breakfast because I wanted to say thank you" I say smiling. "Awh you didn't have to" Joe says coming in for a proper hug, he hug for a bit until Caspar comes into the kitchen. "Oooooo" he say smirking towards us, me and Joe just laugh and pull away from a hug. I hand Joe and Caspar their food and they start eating. "Katie I think your phone keeps ringing, I think it was the other sidemen and I think it was someone called Manny" Caspar say eating another pancake, the name makes me tear up. I look away from them and let a few tears fall. "So that's the knob that cheated on you" Joe says coming up behind me and hugging me, I let a few more tears fall before I head down stairs and change, grab my phone and head back up to Joe and Caspar. "I think I should get going.." I say walking towards the door. "Katie wait!!" Joe says handing me a piece of paper with him number on. I leave and go to my apartment.

~Skip a week~

It's been a week since I've talked to any of the guys, I just don't have the strength to. I can't tell Simon because I know he'll get mad at Manny and I don't want that. So I've just avoid them all and I've been going around the Jaspar house hold nearly every day, we've all become really close, we spend most of our nights watching movies and then if stay over and go home the next morning and then come back later in the afternoon. But tonight we've decided to go out, we're going out to eat at Nando's, it's the first time I've been out properly other than the rides to here and to my apartment. I get a text from Joe saying that him and Caspar were ready to do, so I hop in my car and drive the them. I text Joe when I'm outside and him and Caspar soon come out of the building and get into my car and he turn the radio on and head to Nando's. As soon as we get there we get out the car and rush to the entrance before any fans see us, we walk and and find I table. I'm scanning the room and that's when I see them... All of them including Manny. Really they were all here the only night I decide to go out. "KATIE?!" Simon says running towards us, I step behind Joe, tears swelling in my eyes. "Joe I can't.." I wisper. "I'm sorry Simon I don't think she's ready to talk to you guys yet.." Joe says and soon all of the other guys come to see what's happening. "Talk about what?! Katie you've been blanking us all of a week" Simon says upset, I feel tears fall and Caspar sees and hugs me. "She hasn't told you?" Joe asks confused. "Told me what?!" Simon say worried, all the boys look at me confused, I can't not tell them, they are like my brothers.. "Manny cheated on me.." I saw Joe and some of the other guys tense up. "I'm sorry.. She came on to me, I pushed her off I promise you. Katie people you mean the world to me.. I can't see my life without you, I love you.." Manny speaks up, I let more tears fall. "I-I-I love you too.." I say and run to Manny for a hug, we hug and he leans down and kisses me. After that we all sit down at a table and get food, laughing and joking around. Until it's time to leave and I decide I want to stay at the sidemen house so we can catch up.