Kill Me, I'm In Love

Chapter 1: Loving You Isn't Easy, Babe

I loosened my grip on you and leaned back against the car and pulled you closer at the waist so your body was pressed against mine and you put your hands on either side of my head and leaned in to whispered in my ear. But you said nothing. Your jagged breathing was all there was.
I gulped and pushed you a way so I could look you in the eyes, my hands pressed against your chest. "You should go" I said
"I can be a little late"
I scoffed and hugged you normally again. You sighed then like it was a relief that nothing happened. A relief that it didn't go too far. I'm glad you felt like I did. Because yes. More than anything I wanted to kiss you but I think you're just as afraid as I am.
After that you put your hands on my hips and made me slow dance with you.
We talked about how dumb school dances were and how we despised school in general. You had to leave then. But that's okay because I still love you when you're not here.

I knew I was in trouble because I have never loved anyone like I loved Cameron. And it's hard to believe that anyone could love me as much and as intensely as I love him. So those three words spoken from his mouth terrified me because it couldn't be true.