Kill Me, I'm In Love

Chapter 3: Unforgettable.

My body tangled with yours, your lips pressed against mine.
What are you doing? I thought to myself.
You're only going to get hurt!
I pulled you closer and kissed harder. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO YOURSELF ITS ONLY GOING TO GET WORSE!! HE WILL LEAVE YOU IN A MILLION DIFFERENT PIECES AND NOW THAT'S HE'S TOUCHED EVERY INCH OF YOUR BODY, HE'S UNFORGETTABLE.
I pushed you away harshly, out of breath.
"Are you okay" you asked
I kissed you hard and you kissed me, you slammed my body against the wall, tangled your fingers in my hair, yanked my head backwards and started leaving marks up and down my neck. You kissed down to my stomach and placed your hand on the button of my shorts.
"No?" you asked.
"Yes"
THIS IS ILLEGAL! My voice shouted in my head. WHAT IF YOUR PARENTS FIND OUT. HE'S DEAD AND THEY'LL NEVER FORGIVE YOU!
I was right. This was going to end badly. He was going to leave me in a million pieces.
"What's wrong?" you asked
"I'm scared" I was crying.
"Of what?" I didn't answer.
"Ciera, what are you afraid of?"
"I won't be able to forget you now."
You kissed me slower this time and then said "Nothing can be official until you're 18 anyway"
"I know"
Looking down at my scars you asked "How old are these?"
"About 3 weeks, almost 4"
You kissed every scar you found on my skin and then told me I was beautiful.
I'm fucked. I thought to myself.
How am I going to forget you now, there will forever be ghosts of where your hands have been and I'll never forget how fucking amazing your body felt against mine. I'll never forget the taste of your mouth or the touch of your skin. I'll never forget the color of your eyes or the perfect scar on your lip.
I looked at you.
Absolutely fucked. I repeated.