The break: Zalfie

Chapter 15- life death situation

I wake up that morning feeling terrible, I feel sad, Joe isn't beside me, Harry is, not that I'm complaining or anything. It feels different.

To Joe😭
- meet me somewhere, we are talking
From Joe😭
-ok meet me at the beach, near the pier.

I left Joe on seen.

*at the sea front*
"I bought you a doughnut Eva."
I said nothing.
"cut it out Eva what are we talking about here?!"
"Us." I replied.
"Us? Like us us?"
"No. There is no us Joe!"
"Eva...."
"Joe, I'm not with anyone before you say anything, but Harry."
"Harry is the reason why we can't be together?! He hurt you in so many ways!"
"Yeah! Not because he wanted to! Not because he meant to! Because that maniac b*tch who I used to call my best friend made him do it!"
"Eva....."
"No!"
"Eva....."
"N...." Joe kissed me for a split second and I pulled away. No I don't want him to kiss me!
"JOE!"
"Eva I love you!"
"Yeah?! Well how about this... I don't love you!"
"Wha...."
"You heard me!" And I ran away back to my apartment.

I ran into my apartment and locked the door. I slumped down against the door and cried. I just f*cked up things to a whole new level.

All of a sudden Millie calls.
(M- Millie, e-Eva)
M- HEYYY EVAAAA
E- *sniff* hey Millie *sniff*
M- Evs were you crying?
E- no no mills.
M- I'm coming right over with Jack now! You with Harry?
E- yeah.
M- I'll be over by tonight!
E- I'll cook us all dinner.
M- ok byeeee bestooooooo
E- byeeeeee bestooooooooo

We hung up and I unlocked the door. Harry burst into the door, he hugged me and pinned me to the wall and kissed me.
"Harry! What's this for?!"
"Being the best and I'm glad your ok!"
"What?"
"You weren't answering your texts or anything!"
"Maybe I should go "missing" more often if your gonna do this to me!"
He pinned me to the wall again and kissed me and then Millie walked in, that was so fast.
"Millie! Your so early!"
"Yeah I was already on my way lmao!"
"Ohhh! It's so good to have you here!" We hug eachother and I see a red faced man walk in the door with a suitcase.
"Millie, sweetie imma put this in the nicest way possible, TAKE YOUR OWN BLIMIN SUITCASE, babe."
"Ok I'll put this in the nicest way possible Jack, TAKE MY SUITCASE AND SHOVE IT UP YOUR....."
"Ok Millie calm it. You must be Jack." I go to him and shake his hand.
"Anyway Zoe and Alfie and Marcus are coming over for dinner tonight ok?"
"Ok! But Millie I won't be able to make dinner tonight with all these lovely people!" Jack said, wow he's very polite, too polite.
"Oh ok!"
"Looks like it will be dinner for 7!"
I say.
"8?" Steph says.
"Huh Steph?"
"Eva! Joe?!"
"Oh yeah Steph I need to speak to you."
I walk into Steph room.
"Me and Joe aren't together anymore."
"Typical."
"What?!"
"Typical you Eva!"
"STEPH THIS IS HARRY! THIS IS THE BOYFRIEND I CRIED OVER FOR 1 MONTH BECAUSE I THOUGHT HE WAS DEAD! IF YOU HAD A BOYFRIEND LIKE THAT YOU WOULD WANT TO TAKE HIM BACK AT SOME POINTS!"
"Eva I'm sor...."
"YOU KNOW WHAT! YOU OF ALL PEOPLE COULD ATLEAST UNDERSTAND AND SUPPORT ME!"
"EVA IM SORRY!"

I storm out of Steph room, crying. I run into Harry's arms and he hugs me tightly.

"So I'm guessing now isn't a good time to beat Harry up?" Millie asks. Harry and Jack just look at her like wtf are you doing Millie.
"No? Ok, later." She says.

*dinner*
Steph hasn't come out of her room since 12:00, it's 6:00.
Zoe and Alfie come through the door, with Marcus, Zoe and Marcus are stood behind eachother and Zoe and Alfie are walking in the door kissing. Lovely.

"You too back together yet?" I ask.
"Nope we are just getting into the feeling." Zoe says.
"Oh."
"No Alfie that feel bad, sorry no." Zoe says, bit harsh!
"DINNER STEPH!" STEPH?!" I shout, I go into her room to see an open window and Steph not in her room.
"She's gone." I say gently, I fall into a little ball on the floor, I start panicking, "I lost my sister, my sister who is loosing memory!"
I start to have a panic attack. "I feel sick!" I run to the toilet and start throwing up, what is wrong with me?!

*doctors surgery*
Harry and Millie take me to an emergency appointment with the doctor.
"I'm gonna be sick!" I say clenching my stomach.
"It's ok, keep it in until  we get to his office." Harry says.
*EVA BENSON TO ROOM 1 PLEASE*
I run into the doctors office and stay throwing up uncontrollable for like 10 mins.
"So I'm guessing this is what's wrong?" The doctor said.
"No! She also has had about 5 panic attacks today and she has had them real bad, she has thrown up eve time she has had one and she throws up several times!" Millie says.
"Well Eva looks unhealthily thin. Probably from all the throwing up."
"I'm guessing." Millie said.
"Harry has she been eating?" The doctor asked.
"Not a lot no." Harry said, I keep throwing up and this time I see blood, I stop throwing up and start crying.
"THAT IS BA...d" I throw up a bit in my mouth, I can hardly speak, anxiety has really got to me.
"Eva, you have thrown up so many times, that you have lost all your food and all your appetite inside you, which is why there is blood, nothing bad like an illness, just anxiety."
"I'm scared." I curl up in a ball and start shaking, I can't help it or control it!

*zoe and Alfie at my apartment with Jack and marcus*
"Zoe follow me!" Marcus says.
"Ok Marcus."
"the bedroom? Marcusssss?" Marcus pins Zoe on the bed and they kiss, Alfie walks in.
"Zoe? Marcus?"
"Alfie? We aren't together I can do what I like!" So Zoe said that and to follow up she kissed Marcus and he fell over.
"Well Zoe I can do whatever aswell!" Alfie said that and to follow up what he said he comes over and kisses Zoe, they fall into the bed and Marcus walks out of the room.
"Alfie, do you love me?" Zoe asked.
"Of course I do Zoe! If you love me?"
"Ummmm, not sure!" As Zoe says that she runs out.
*all back at my apartment*
*RING RING*
"I'll get it!" Harry's says.
"okay!" I reply.
"You guys it was the hospital, Steph jumped out of the window, and the worst thing is we are on the top floor, they found her there unconcious, they removed her tumour though, but she cracked her skull! Having amnesia isn't the only thing to worry about now, if they don't wake her up, then she dies......"