Chapter 18- anxiety is a bitch

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...all of a sudden i, went dizzy and felt myself falling in the fresh air. It was refreshing, I let myself fall, it was a relief, then I realised what was happened! I tried to move whilst I was falling, what was I doing, I was dead meat. The next thing I know I'm in a hospital on yet again a life machine.
Anxiety is a bitch :)) I thought to myself. I woke up to a room full of crying people, all of a sudden, someone came up to me and hugged me, it isn't! It can't be! It is! It's Steph! I thought she was dead!
"S...s...Steph?" I say faintly.
"Eva! I love you big sis!"
"Love you too little sis. When did you wake up?" I ask.
"A week ago." She says with a smile on her face.
"Why you smilin?" I ask, I sound bitchy af.
"Eva don't you see! My 8 weeks is up! It's the ninth week and I'm alive! Their predictions were wrong!" As Steph says that I gasp and put my hands over my mouth and start sobbing happy tears, I thought I would loose her! I would've cried for months, first loosing my dad then my sister, I couldn't do that!
"Eva why are you crying, she's alive!" I heard a voice, it was Harry, I don't care what happened, I need him.
"Harry! Come here and hug me!" He comes and hugs me and I hug v tightly.
"There, I'm so glad your ok, we were all worried about you!" Harry explains.
"Say, how long was I asleep for?" I ask.
"1 week and a half!" Zoe says sitting down on my bed.
"We were all so worried about you!" Marcus and Joe say in sync as they both come and sit on my hospital bed.
"OMG EVA!" At that moment Millie walks in my room. She runs up to me crying and hugs me.
"EVA YOUR OK!" Millie cried.
"Yeah, I'm so glad your here!"
"I'm just glad your ok." Millie said.
"Good news Eva!" Alfie burst in saying.
"What?!"
"You have no life limit! Your good to go!" Alfie said.
"OMG NO!?" I say, I jump up and hug Alfie so tight, I love good news like this.

I sit down on my bed and plug my earphones into my phone and listen to WILD by Troye Sivan, this song feels like the perfect song for this situation idk why, I cry happy tears at this song, everyone crowds around me and says a sympathetic "what wrong Eva?"
"Nothing! These are happy tears! I nearly lost everyone! My life, and my sister! My life has been a roller coaster and so far this is one of the only good thing that has happened yet! I'm so grateful for you all. Also Steph come here, I'm so glad for your miracle! I never thought you would outlive your 8 weeks! You are so strong! Never forget that, love you sis! I always knew you were strong!" I say, when I look up to Stephanie's face she was sobbing, I hugged her and cried onto her shoulder, I looked up and everyone was sobbing, oh my lord, I didn't mean to make everyone cry, I'm just so proud of Steph, and I love every single person who is around me at the moment.

All of a sudden I heard gasps, Lauren walked in.
"Omg Eva!" Lauren said.
"Lauren please don...." I said.
"Eva please! I'm sorry for being such a bitch! Stealing Harry from you like that! I'm so glad your ok!"
"Lauren, I can't be your best friend anymore after that! I can hardly look at you the same, I'm sorry, Millie is a way better friend than you ever were, please, you can't do that and then walk back into my life and try and apologise like nothing happened. That's not how it works Laur. I'm glad that your glad I'm ok, but please go." I said, I didn't just say. I informed that lil bish.
"Eva I can't g..." Lauren said bare crying.
"Evs Besto I'll take care of this." Millie said.
"Listen, get your lil ass outside now u two faced rat." Millie said to Lauren.
*outside the hospital room (Lauren and Millie)*
"What Millie?!"
"Get your lil bitchy ass out of my best friends life, ain't you done enough to her ey? She fainted out if her window, I'll make you black out in a min if you don't leave right now you two faced ratty snake. Your sly as fk so pls leave Ye thanks, never come back BC your not wanted anywhere near me, Eva, Steph, Alfie, Zoe, Jack, Joe, Harry or Marcus okay?! Got it?!" Millie shouted.
"Um, you got it, bye Millie." Lauren left crying, millie did the action where she dusted her hands lmao idk what it's called.
She walked back in, "aw Millie ilsym! Your the best, best friend ever!" I say.
"Aw don't remind me! Jk jk! Thanks you too Besto, ILYSM!!!" Millie says hugging me.

Steph starts crying. "Steph what's wrong?" I ask.
"I still have memory loss! Soon I won't remember half of the people in this room! I'm sorry everyone!"
"Stephanie Benson! Don't be sorry for having something your completely not in control of! We will all love you no matter what happens! Wether you remember just me or not me or everyone in this room or a small proportion of us! We will still love you!" I say to Steph, I love her, I want her to know that I do!
"Thanks Eva! I love you all so much, but Eva I love you the most, we fight, we fall out, your my sister, your always there when no one else is, love ya sis."
"Love ya too sis!"
"Can I just say, this is the best group of friends ever!" Zoe says as we all group hug.

"I will never forget you all until I die! I promise, and if I do, re introduce me to you all!" Steph said. We all started sobbing again.

The thought of Steph potentially forgetting who me, my mum and my sister is makes me so sad, if she ever forgets dad, I will cry so hard.
All of a sudden my 4 y/o sister walks in and jumps onto my bed and says to Steph, "will you forget daddy?"
"Of course not Bethany! I couldn't forget daddy!" Steph says.
"Will you ever forget me?" Bethany asks Steph.
"Of course, I won't forget anyone who is close to me! I swear!"
We all group hug for the last time until they leave me Bethany and Steph alone for some sisterly bonding, just incase Steph does forget us.

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