Falling for Friar

Chapter two- Lucas

What I just did? I don't know. All I know is that I finally almost had the gut to do what I've been wanting to do since the 5th grade.
Kiss Maya hart.
I love Riley, hell yea, but not like everyone thinks I do. I don't want to marry my siblings.
You see, I consider Riley as my little sister. Not as my lover.
I've had someone else in mind for my lover for quite a few years.
Anyway,
Riley had a crush on me, but I've heard from my half sister, Morgan, that she considers me as a brother too.
Yet she still proceeds to viciously make-out with me...
I don't want to hurt Riley. I never could. But I almost broke. I hope Maya doesn't think much of it. I felt a spark and my heart was taking actions before my mind could process them.
Fuck.
It hurt not to kiss her. It hurt hearing those things that Riley said to her. It hurt seeing her hurt.
A lot. I never realised how much I fucking loved Maya. Sparks man fucking sparks.
I walk by Riley and Farkle and look at them cuddling. Riley giggling at everything Farkle says. Now that's the person Riley is supposed to be with.
Hell, she's been on anti-depressants ever since the beginning of 9th grade. After Farkle started to like a bitch named Bailey that hurt both Riley and Maya.
That blew over quickly considering that everyone hates Bailey. Now he's going out with Smackle who 'secretly' has a creepy crush on me.
'Secretly'
I grab my booksack and hear Farkle and Riley both laughing their ridiculous laughs and I see Maya walk out from the hallway towards her locker.
She's in utter shock.
She hands Riley the tissues, well more if walks over there and drops the box by her and walks back. Staring off into space the whole time. Not logged in.
She grabs her books, dropping a few, and acting like a robot the whole time. She turns around to walk, still staring into space, and trips over her book.
That's when she snaps back into it.
"Ah fuck, I pray I didn't crack my jaw again, there's no way my mother can afford those medical bills," Maya mumbles.
She pulls herself up and sits against the lockers holding her jaw.
I walk over to her and sit down in front of her.
"Epic wipe-out," I say smiling.
"Ha. I figured you'd enjoy it, ass wipe," she says sarcastically as she crookedly smiles.
"You okay?"
"Well duh."
"What do you mean 'Well duh?'"
"Do I look dead?"
"No..." I laugh.
"That's what I mean," Maya giggles and holds her jaw.
I notice that we're the only ones in the hallway now. I help her up.
"You need ice for that," I say.
"Why don't I just take your heart? It'll work equally," Maya smirks.
I laugh and watch her walk in front of me.
"You already have my heart,' I mumble, not loud enough for her to hear.