The Drug In Me Is You [BoyxBoy]

Chapter 16

Zane's POV

He looked pale. Something is up. Why did he scream when I tried to take off his shirt? Was it because of me? Am I too cold? He's hiding something from me.

I looked down at this sleeping angel. What could've spooked him?

I won't try to do anything.

My cellphone started beeping. I pressed the talk button.

"It's Zane." I say in a bored tone.

"Long time no talk bro. Where have you been?" Garret asked.

"I've been busy."

No. Garret has no clue that I'm gay. I'd like to keep it that way too. I know it's not fair to Jeydon but I'm not ready to tell everyone that I'm a homosexual.

"We seriously need to hang out sometime. It's been kind of lonely since you've been hanging around with the gay boy. Speaking of which, did you ever find out about his past yet?"

I totally forgot about that. I've been so busy worrying about Jeydon that I forgot to do my snooping.

"I take that as a no. What have you been doing with him?"

"Babysitting." that's so going to be my lie for now.

"Oh. It's Christmas break. Let's hang out."

"As in get high?"

"If that's what you want."

It has been awhile since I've smoked. I haven't even touched the boomers Harry gave me the other day.

"Alright. I'll see you in a few."

"Ok." he said and hung up.

I buried my phone in my jean pocket and stared at my sleeping boyfriend. I don't know if I should leave him here all alone. I need to hang with my friends as well. Its not he'll die. I hope not.

"Baby, wake up." I whispered. Jeydon stirred. "Babe."

Nothing.

I carefully got up and lied him on the couch. He looks so beautiful. Maybe I should leave a note. Crap. I'll text him later.

***

I knocked on Garret's door and his father opened it. He smiled. "Long time no see. How's your mom?"

"Drunk."

"Dad?"

"Stoned, fucked up in the head."

"Ah, come inside." he said and I kicked my shoes off and ran up the stairs. So many stairs.

Upstairs there were probably six rooms. One of them were mine and the others were bathrooms, guest rooms, and bedrooms. I walked into Garrets room and instantly felt a breeze of cherry.

"Hey." Garret said and I sat down on his bed. He had magazines of naked women and smuts. How could someone look at this stuff? I wonder if they have a magazine for men.

"So, let's get ready to get high." I say. "I seriously need to clear my head."

Garret grinned and pulled out three boxes from underneath his bed and set them next to me.

"Here. This will make you forget everything." he said rolling up a blunt.

I fished a lighter out from my pocket and lit the blunt. I wrapped my lips on the base and inhaled it. Holy crap. This is some good stuff right here.

I took another blow and laughed. "You have to taste this."

"No. It's fine."

"Come on! You said we can get stoned. Don't be such a party pooper." I say whispering in his ear.

"I actually brought you here to tell you something. You're going to forget about it anyways."

"Tell me my precious."

Smoking usually takes a fast effect on me. I have no idea why.

This makes me remember the time when Garret and I first started smoking. His dad used to be a major pot head. Well, one day, he left the house and we snuck into his room and found a box full of weed and other typed of stuff. He even had heroin!

Garret took the bong out and started messing around with it. I found the weed and an unlit, rolled up blunt. I also found a lighter and lit it. There was smoke coming out of it. I decided to do it like in the movies and sucked on it. We were probably eleven at the time.

Back to the present. What was I doing here again? I felt something tug on my boxers. I looked down and saw Garret pulling it down to my knees. What the fuck?

"What are you doing man?" I laughed.

"Relax." he said and then he wrapped his hands around my glory. I smacked his hand. "What was that for?"

"I thought you were straight man!"

"I am. I'm just trying to figure you out."

"LIAR! You're gay and you tried to take advantage of me while I was high. Some friend you are." I say and he sighed.

No one touches my glory! NO ONE. He is my prized possession. Other than Jeydon.

"I'm leaving." I say soon as I thought of Jeydon.

"You just got here!"

"You tried to feel me up! Listen, I understand that you're curious but you could've asked me." I say and walked out of his room.

Garret's dad stared at me. "Leaving so soon?"

"I have better things to do."

***

Ring.

Ring.

Ring.

"Hello?"

"Zane? Where are you?" Jeydon asked over the cellphone.

"I'm on my way. What's wrong?"

"I had a nightmare!" he cried. Are you kidding me? A nightmare?  

"I'll be there in a few. Do you want anything from the store?"

"No, I'm fine."

"Okay."

I knew I shouldn't have left the house. Now he's all alone, scared. I feel like a bad boyfriend. I'm not a bad boyfriend. Am I? I try not to be. What if I am a bad boyfriend?

***

I walked right inside the house and set the bag on the coffee table. Cutie hugged me. I should probably leave more often.

"I was so worried that you wouldn't come back!" he cried.

"It's okay. I'm here now."  

"I know. Don't leave me!"

"I'm not. I bought you this." I say handing him a stuffed bear. He read the note attached to it.

"Wish I was a teddy bear laying on your bed; so when you dream of someone else, I can punch you in the head." he laughed. "This is cute."

"I'm glad you like it." I say leaning in to kiss him.

"Go away!" he screamed.

"What are you talking about?"

"I'm sorry. It's my nightmare." he frowned. There's something else going on. Maybe it involved his past. I shouldn't worry about it.

I have a feeling that I should.

I decided to let it go.

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Lol it's 1:18 AM o.o I had a nightmare :( decided to write.

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