D A N
**End of school, Home time I guess**
I tried to communicate with Alan about Phil, obviously I can't talk so it wasn't very successful. So I texted him instead.
Dan: Hey, what's so wrong about Phil that we always need to hurt him or his friends?
Alan: Well people like him just seem to annoy me.
Dan: What do you mean by 'people like him' what do you know that I don't.
Alan: Urgh don't worry.
Dan: No Alan, I will worry. What are you not telling me?
Read at 3.45pm
Well he was no help. Maybe I'll just ask Phil again next time I see him.
**Now we at Dan's house boiiii** THE REST OF THIS CHAPTER IS A TRIGGER WARNING
I finally got home after a stressful day at school. I finally can relax.
"Welcome back home faggot." Oh yeah. My mum.
I waved hi to my mum.
"Still can't talk can we?"
I looked at her with distress in my eyes. She knows I'm very on that topic, yet she carries on.
"You know one day, I'll have a son called Dan who is NOT gay, who CAN speak and who isn't a stupid whiny crybaby bitch." She said taking one step closer to me every time she insulted me until she was at a point when she and I were centimetres apart. I could smell the alcohol in her breath. I took out my phone and typed out 'You've been drinking again haven't you mum?' "That's not the point Daniel" she said as she pushed me away and proceeded to walk towards me holding a sharp kitchen knife to my neck.
She was about to kill me, my own mum was about to kill me. Me her only child. I couldn't do anything else so i broke down, I started to cry.
she could see I was in pain so she stopped and waited, I looked at her she looked at me and then I ran to my room.
She's right anyways she should've just killed me, I'm gay, I'm mute. I'm a mistake. I walked into my bathroom and locked the door, I didn't want to do this but it felt like the right thing to do. I lifted up my toothbrush cup and there it was my blade I picked it up and pressed it against my right arm and I cut myself 4 times, one for each of my mistakes
I'm gay.
I'm mute.
I'm a mistake
I deserve to die.
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