Lost Family BOOK 2 (Narry)

Sadness

AN: hey lovelies so last chapter was sad...but for those of you that don't know Luke's choice you will find out in this chapter :) enjoy~

Harry's pov:
I waited and waited. But minutes turned into hours. I left the boys home with a babysitter, my mother. They had no idea what had happened to Niall. But once they do. Things will change again in this family. The doctor appears around the corner. Already seeing his sad eyes. He puts a hand on my shoulder. "I'm sorry we did everything we can.. But I'm afraid he's gone". I instantly started to cry. Shaking my head. "You can see him one last time". I squeeze my eyes shut. But I get up anyways and follow the doctor to the room where they held Niall in. As soon as the doctor opens the door I am faces with a paled skin Niall. His eyes are a dull blue. The doctor walks on over and softly puts his fingers over his eyes and closes them. I walk up slowly taking niall's hand in mine kissing it ever so softly. I reach up a little and kiss his forehead then his lips. His lips were still soft. "I love you...And I'll always will. No matter what".  I back away slowly and nod to the doctor. He sighs sadly and takes a blanket ad slowly starts to cover Niall. I shake my head not wanting this to happen. A nurse to the side leads me out of the room. "I'm sorry". She says softly. I nod slowly and thinking about the kids. Facing the kids will be the hardest out of all but it's what needs to be done. I know they won't like the news that is about to come but there's nothing I can do. They have the right to know. I take one last look at the door where they laid my Niall ;shedded one last tear and with that without a word left the hospital. Driving back home I had to hold back all the tears. I had to stay strong for the kids and myself. As soon as I pull up at the house I take a deep breath. I get out of the car and make my way to the front door slowly unlocking it. I then open the door to already be greeted by Zayn and Liam. "Papa!!!!" They say excitedly. They hug me tightly and in hug them back. My mom comes into view with a sad smile for when she saw that Niall wasn't there with me she knew exactly what had happened. Louis comes into view and gives me a big hug as well. "Can everyone sit at the couch please". I say softly. The boys run over to the couch sitting down quickly. I walk on over and sit next Louis. "I know it's been very crazy lately with this family..and what I'm about to share will change things a lot. You boys are probably wondering where Niall is...well it's sad to say that he's in a better place again. "Wait again?" Louis says as his shocked eyes bore into mine. I nod slowly as I sniffle a bit. "I honestly don't understand why he died he was in healthy condition". I look to Liam and Zayn. Liam was crying Zayn was quiet. What I feared the most from any of these boys to become mute. Zayn is such a happy boy I knew something like this would break his walls. "From now on we have to take it day by day now and get used to the feeling of him being gone again". I say as I choke on tears. "Don't lose hope...maybe he can come back....maybe...". I had to show some hope in this for maybe him dying God could give him a second chance. We all stay silent for a second. My mother kisses my cheek and without saying anything leaves the house. I take Louis hand and start to comfort him. He was shaking. I pull him into a hug as well as Liam and Zayn. We all held each other for what seemed like years. I take a deep breath. We're a broken family again.

Luke's pov:

I was ready. Of course I gave Harry time. I waited for a week to pass and what not but now I couldn't wait. I wanted no I needed to see him. I make my way up to his house and ring on the doorbell. I hear some shuffling around and then as the door opens there he was. Harry. As he looks at me his eyes are shocked. "L-Luke ..?" "Hello Harry". I say softly. "But I thought you were...". "Dead?" He nodded his head slowly "God gave me another chance too for he saw good in me". Harry looks down "oh...uhm..that's good". I had to play along as to why he was sad otherwise if I knew Niall was gone he would hate me. "What's wrong ? Where's niall?" I know asking that was hard for him to answer I saw it in his eyes. "Uh he recently passed a week ago". He says holding back tears. "My face turns into concern. "Oh my Harry I'm so sorry I I didn't know..". Harry shows a small sad smile. "No...it's okay...would you Uhm ...like to come in?" I nod slowly. "Sure thanks". He lets me come in his house and I have to say it feels really homie and sweet. I stop myself from looking around when I am faced by 3 little boys. "Boys this is luke. Luke this is Louis , Liam , and Zayn". I smile "pleasure". Louis nod slowly and Liam shows a small smile but Zayn shows nothing but a blank stare. I frown a bit for their faces showed sadness. "Dinner will be finished any minute would you like to stay ?". I smile "dinner sounds nice". He nods a bit and walks into the kitchen. "We're you the bad guy that killed Niall before". Louis says. How...did he know that. "No I died before he was dead". I lied. But there was no way I could tell him that I killed his father for then he wouldn't trust me. "Oh...". Louis says as he looks down. "Boys dinner ". Harry says a little bit loud. Me and the boys make our way to see our plates filled with chicken and rice with a side of vegetable. It smelt pretty good. I take a seat at the table and waited for everyone else to be seated. Everyone starts to eat and so do I. "Mm Harry this is good". He smiles "thank you..Niall taught me...how to make this". His smile turns into a frown. Something started forming in my stomach and it was pity and guilt. I thought back to what I have done. Maybe making Niall as my choice was a bad idea.. Maybe this whole thing was a bad idea. I close my eyes and reopen them. But I loved Harry. And I just had to be selfish. Since the deed is don I will do in all my will power to try and make this family happy again. By the time everyone was finished with their food me and Harry gathered up the plates and took them to the sink. Liam and Louis had run off to play while as Zayn came in the kitchen and just hugged around Harry's leg. I smiled sadly. Harry picks him up and kisses his cheek and holds him as we both start to clean the dishes. By the time everything was clean I excused myself from the house saying a goodbye. "Thank you for dinner Harry it was nice". He smiles "oh no problem". "I'll come back to visit some other time yeah?" He nods slowly "sure you're welcome anytime ". I grin "why thanks". My smile turns into a frown "if you ever need anything I'm here for you". I walk up to him and hand him a pice of paper with my number. "Thanks Luke". I smile "goodbye Harry I'll see you another time". "Bye". And with that said I hop in my car and leave. I felt the sadness in that house and I hated to know that it was all my fault. What have I done....
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AN: such a sad chapter. Please leave a like or comment those are most appreciated. And until then my lovelies <3