Lost Family BOOK 2 (Narry)

Lukes decision

A/N: hey lovelies another update!!! This one is much longer...ENJOY!

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Luke's pov:

Punching the wall hasn't been giving me any justice on deciding wether to be good or bad. It's a constant battle in my mind that I can not control. However I'm tired of feeling this way...maybe coming back was not the best..maybe staying up there would've just been better...I think I know what to do now. I have to end myself.

Harry's pov:

Work felt like forever even though it's the best job there is. Yet I'd rather be with my boys right now than be here...but it is what it is.
I take a deep breath as one of my assistant comes in. "Hey..about the new singer I think he's about ready to come and see you to work more into his music". I nod with a smile "Great send him in". My assistant nods and walks out. Within five minutes he brings in a guy about the age of 22. "This right here is Shawn...Shawn Mendes". Says my assistant. And with that said he walks out leaving Shawn.(A/N: I know Shawn isn't this age but it's for the story). "Nice to meet you Shawn". I say as I shake his hand."I hear your hit single is becoming number one". He smiles lightly "I suppose but I'm hoping to become bigger". I nod agreeing "yes well to get into that field you need to work harder and don't worry we'll work something out but for now we'll start off small and slow..alright?". He nods slowly "alright thanks Mr. Horan-Styles". "Yes well we will set meetings for you later for now you may go home ". With that said Shawn turns around and walks out the door without another word.
I sigh a bit and look at the clock it's 7:00pm. Just about time to be heading home. I grab my suitcase and necessities and start walking out of my office not before I turn off the lights and such. Time to go home to my boys.
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By the time I get home I am greeted by the babysitter and she smiles sadly at me."welcome home Harry...nothing new today ..Zayn is still mute and Louis and Liam still have sad looks...the light in them is basically gone". I frown and nod. I expected this but my poor boys are going through worse than me. "Thanks Lidia I'll take care of it from here". She smiles and with that I hand her the money I owe her and walk into the house. "Boys I'm home". Louis and Liam come running downstairs and instantly hug me..Zayn slowly trotts behind them. Once Zayn joins the hug I hug all of them at once. "How was your guy's day". I ask softly. "It was okay...Mrs.Lidia is very kind". Louis says quietly. "That's good I'm glad she's treating you guys well". The boys all walk over to the couch to watch some tv while I head over to the kitchen. Before I could grab anything out of the cupboards or fridge the doorbell rings. I jog on over to the front door and open it to see Luke. "Luke?" "Hello Harry may I come in?" I'm taken back a bit but nod. "Sure...sure come in". I take a step back and let Luke in. "Did I come a bad time?" He asks worriedly. "Oh no you're fine I was just about to make some dinner".  I head back to the kitchen and Luke follows. "So..how have you been Harry?" I look towards him then to the fridge to grab things out. "Uhm...I've been better..". I look down slowly and shake my head a bit."what about you?". I ask. "Well..to be honest I've been going through some things myself and I just need someone I guess". He says with a low tone. "Well I'm here I guess". I look at him then I find my eyes looking at his right hand..blood? "Luke...your hand has blood on it". "Oh uhh..." he says as he tries to hide    His hand. I move forward and take hold of it."what happened?". He scratches the back of his head with his other hand and says "well to be honest...that was apart from my battling..the wall didn't help much". He punched the wall?!  "Well here let me help you". I take him over the sink and grab a wet rag and start dabbing his hand. He winces a bit. "Sorry almost done". I take some soap and put it on the rag and then washing it off. "There  it looks a little better now".  I wipe his hand dry  and softly. "Thanks...Harry". I show a small smile and nod. I then wash my hands and go back to making dinner. I wanted to make spaghetti with lemonade. "Do you mind making the lemonade?". I ask Luke. "Oh..oh yeah sure!" "Thanks". I say as I continue making the spaghetti. By the time food was done I set all the plates on the table and lemonade and called out to the boys. "Foods ready!".  The boys comes rushing out to the the table and instantly dig in. "Thanks dad...and Luke?" Louis says.Luke smiles "yes that's my name". I chuckle a bit as I take a bite of my food. "When you're finished you boys can get ready for bed ..okay?". "Okay papa". Liam and Louis both say in unison. Once everyone was done the boys washed there hands and went upstairs. "Thank you for the meal..". Luke says as I nod "you're welcome". He gets up from the chair and walks over to grab the other plates. "I'll help you clean". He says. "Thanks!" He takes the plates to the sink. "I'll wash you dry". And with that said we go to cleaning. It took us about 20 minutes to clean everything and put away. "Wait here as I tuck in the boys". I say as I walk out. I walk upstairs to the boys room. Louis and Liam already in bed. "Night boys". I say as I walk towards them and kiss them both on the forehead. "Night papa". I smile and walk out turning the light off and leaving a crack on the door. I walk into Zayn's room. "Hey baby boy". I say as I walk to him and tuck him in. With a surprise he says quietly "I miss daddy..". I frown a bit. "I know baby I know...I promise it will be okay". He nods slowly. I kiss his forehead and cheek and walk out turning off the light and also leaving the door a crack.  I walk back down stairs and sees Luke going towards the front door. "Ready to leave ?". I say and he smiles "I wish I could stay...but I can't...and I'm afraid this may be the last time you'll see me". "I see...well I hope all goes well for you".  I say softly.

Nialls pov:

I walk down towards my house and make my way up to the door not before I see the door open. I quickly run and hide behind a tall bush. I see Harry and Luke come into view. What? Why is he here?! I see them exchange some words and some smiles smiles. Then all of the sudden Luke kisses Harry..what....no...no...NOOO... !!! My body starts to tremble...and tears start to form...I'm too late.....I quickly back away without being seen and run off into the darkness of the world with a heartbreak to my soul.

Luke pov:
Kissing Harry on the cheek is what I needed to have closure with myself.. Goodbye Harry...forever...and Niall...I'm sorry...
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A/N: if you're wondering how Niall thinks they kissed he just saw them from an angle that made it look like it was a real kiss. But poor Niall... what will happen next?! Leave comments and likes if ya like and until next time lovelies<3