Pregnant,13, Alone..

"It's your fault. "

" .. Marie,  I seriously don't think that pregnancy test is right."

" Of course it is,I pay $36.00 dollars a month to get those sent to me from the doctors office. It's the same ones they use there. I have literally a whole shelf filled with those .."

  

" Woah, Woah, Woah,Woah. Hold up. Marie,you mean to tell me, that you get those sent to you personally?"

" Well,I mean,I don't wanna end up pregnant. Especially with these guys that I ..uh,participate in a thing with."

" How many times have you actually had, ya know, it?"

"Really Karrie?  It? What is this, elementary or something?  It's sex Karrie. And,honestly I stopped counting after,the 15th time I think."

" Well, I seriously don't know how you can do it 24/7.That seriously hurts. "

" Because you were a virgin Karrie. "

" Well,anyways,I'm soo done with that. Especially knowing that I have a baby on the way," Karrie looked at her stomach, rubbed it, and a tear fell.

" Oh yeah, by the way Karrie, was Anthony, good?"

" Why would you ask me that.?! I just got sexually raped by him,and I'm now carrying his child. I don't even know him.! It hurt. A lot.  I don't wanna ever do it again." Karrie's face turned bright red. Like a tomato.

" Well, he's coming over tonight .. so, don't interrupt us this time. I didn't interrupt you guys. "

Karrie looked at her and rolled her eyes. How can she be soo stupid.?! She has everything She ever wanted. i've always had to struggle. How am I gonna raise a child on my own.!?I have to go to school with this baby. I can't do this all alone. I'm only thirteen. I'm thirteen,pregnant, and alone. I have no home. I have no job. I have nothing. Just clothes, $70 dollars, and a fetus n my stomach .. I really need help right now.

Karrie tossed and turned in her sleep. All she could hear was Anthony and Marie together. All Karrie could think about was how she was going to make sure that this baby was took care of. Karrie knew how to do a lot.  She thought about all the jobs she can do,or just something to make a little cash. Something that can buy baby clothes, bottles, diapers,wipes, everything that baby needs. Karrie was determined to be the best mom she could be. That one little slip up will never happen again.

4 Weeks Later**

" Eww," Karrie whispered as she looked in the bathroom mirror. Karrie had been showing a little. Even though she was only five weeks pregnant, Karrie could feel the connection,the heart beat,the growing baby in her stomach all ready. Today was Karrie's first day of school.  She was now in the eighth grade. Although she was only thirteen, Karrie looked at least sixteen. Her features were slowly changing. Her boobs had grew from a B 36 cup, to a C 42. 

It was third period when she heard something :

" Yeah,I heard that Junior knocked Karrie up."

" Yeah, she's a little hoe. "

"And now she's complaining because she's pregnant. 

" I dunno why, it's her fault."

Karrie knew that the conversation was between two girls. She didn't even know them. Nor did they know her. They had no right to judge her.

" It's her fault. It's Your fault. It's NOT his.  It's yours. Your pregnant. It's all your fault. You did it. You made him do it to you. You did it. Its your fault. NO ONE'S but YOURS. "

  

Karrie thought about that all night ..