Virtual Retaliation (ItsFunneh x Alec)

Deathcon#24:Suicidal thoughts

Now.. Before we get into this I just wanna let you guys know you CAN at all times skip this chapter if you can't handle really sad stuff lol. Anyways let's get on started!

Funnehs P.O.V

I woke up on the floor. Same position... A big bruise on my head though. I got up.. I felt so weak.. Helpless.. And worthless I sat in the corner near my bed and held a knife to my chest. He doesn't care about me! No one does.. Who would?! I cut myself on the arm, only an inch long. I "AGH"I screeched in pain. I heard many fast footsteps. I heard banging on the door. "FUNNEH" gold yelled I'm horror. "OOEN THE DOOR" Mackenzie said worried. "FUNEH DONT DO ANYTHING RASH! PLEASE!" Kyran and Evan yelled. "FUNNEH WE NEED YOU, YOUR OUR FRIEND!" I heard Kaelyn yelled crying "Funneh.. I'm so sorry" I heard Alec crying. The first time anyone has even seen him cry. "I DONT UNDERSTAND, ITS JUST A GOD DAMN GAME!" I yelled crying harder then anyone. "FUNNEH that's not the point.." Kyran was tryin to pick my lock. "Funneh.. I can't watch you die or suffer... Not even if it is just a game!" I heard Alec and felt bad. Why me.. This has to happen to me! IM SO STUPID. "I held the knife and made the cut longer I winced and cried and screeched. "FUNNEH NO" gold yells sobbing on the door. "GOT IT" Kyran opened the door and they all ran in. I had my hands around the handle of the knife and held it to my head. Alec walked up to me, only 8 inches from me. "Funneh..don't do this...please.." He started to cry again. I couldn't watch him do this.. I went to go stab myself in the head. "NO" everyone cried out. "I'm dead inside." I said trembling and almost stabbed me head when Alec out of nowhere kissed me on the lips. *thump* I dropped the knife as we parted. I was sobbing and hugged him tightly, sobbing on his hoodie. "Funneh.. Please.. Don't do this again.." He hugged me tighter and I hugged back. "Alec I'm so sorry, I just IM SO STUPID. I was just upset and-" he kissed me again and I kissed back. I put my arms around his neck and he did the same on my hips. "Aww!" Everyone was watching and we quickly parted. "A-Alec.. I love you.." I said looking down with tears in my eyes. "Funneh.. I-I love you..to.." He blushed and I hugged him again.

YES IK, I SAID I WAS ENDING IT BUT I JUST CANT LOL.