Virtual Retaliation (ItsFunneh x Alec)

=-Chapter 26-= my thoughts are taking over

=-Funnehs POV-=

I fell asleep, and for once, I was relaxed.. I finally woke up to the light "the last day.. In the game.." I mumbled to myself.. I honestly didn't want to go back. This got me thinking of my mother.. She was always so kind.. And loving. I wish she was still here. I started to tear up at the thought. But yet, I never knew my father... My mother would say it's for a good reason and that he was a bad person, never to be spoken of.. I wanted to know more about him, but I couldn't.. I cried a little but quickly wiped my tears away. I took a deep breath and sat up. I looked outside and guessed that the time was ATLEAST 8:00am. I yawned and got out of bed, I was still in my clothes so I guess I don't have to change. I looked at the corner where I was sitting with the knife.. Wh-when Alec never forgave me.. I still feel so bad. I quietly walked down and saw Alec looking out the window.. I heard him sigh and look away from the window. I quickly noticed and silently hurried back upstairs, holding in tears. I re-opened my door and entered the room. I was deep in thought now. Will Alec ever forgive me? He said we were over.. No, it's not true! I-it can't be.. W-wait we aren't even dating! Why does this happen to me.. I feel like I'm just ruining everyone's time.. I shook my head "no.." I murmerd.