The Immortal's Mortality

Decreasing of Affection

Starry Night,

Clouds go dim.

Streetlights out

Looking for me.

Sparkly blue in the late afternoon

Silk embroidered, the weather's cool

Eye contact, suprised may say

"May I have this dance?", I said, "okay"

The walk from North, East to West-

South and back, without any rest

But the tiring feels burned to flame

As my heart sank when you called my name

The sun drowned, and stars float'd up

Red and White roses touched our hands up

Held me in your arms near to my heart

Your fingertips in my cheeks left a mark

You said that, "Maybe there can be an Us"

I didn't reply for it might be a fuss

Then you cared for my every step

And tickled my thoughts with your eyes,

Gosh! can you give it a rest.

You asked the queen if you could

She said fine, And yet you should

And gave me a thimble, till we meet again

And tomorrow we will, I think, damn

I thought the red letter with a mark of his own

In the upper left corner, though it is shown

A promise that a memory will forever be buried

Until it reaches the heart, there it  will be cherished

Past's Future comes and the weather was fine

I ran out the door, with matching clinging chimes

To see you once again in the block where we met

And say "I do" , no cameras on set

But now, I see the truth's greatest enemy

In your eyes, I thought was remedy

My mouth widened, silence burst out

Tears to my neck, the quiet sream and shout

You were on the block, as we've promised

But a maiden I don't know took my place

A devilish smile proxied her innocence

Making you melt, hypnotized with rare essence

I ran to the tallest lightning tree I know

To cry an ocean, and my poison should show

Depression from the last broken glass

Came back perfectly thorned at last

I saw her hand touch your hand

And pull you through if she has a chance

I saw your eyes, swirling green

The curse of that snake, horrible I see

But my heart for you can never be a denial

Nor will it ever be the biggest final

For your mark to me is permanent,  you see

And unchangeable unlike the world we agree

But of course with that scene of yours

I felt forgotten, slipping through grain, that's coarse

You looked at me with those confused eyes

Then look back, like I am a stranger in sight

My fight and fear welcomed a war-

in my head that's freezing to soar

Will I give up on a perfect memory just to save my life

or fight for what I thought will happen in the afterlife?

But I cant turn on to each of the paths

For this may be a tunnel to another wrath

So I must choose both, so no one's harm

And stay that treasure hidden in my own charm

I must tell the fellows of believing and denial

That my thoughts are settled, there'll be no trial

But not a dwarf believed in me

For that love for a traitor is more powerful than me

So, I 'm in the middle of these two crying trees

Pulling me where, but I 'm still a steady glee

I went to the middle, which is right for my appreciation

And this road is called Decreasing of Affection

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I got a little frustrated lately since I saw him. My heart sank but I dont know if it's because I fell or got crushed.

Anyway, it has been in my head and I really want to take it off. So, this is it.

Hope my depression appreciates you.

Stay wild and Different :)

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