Same Difference (deadlox ff)

The heart of an abused life.

A/N: So it's like 7:30 am and I just woke up so if I mess up

Sorry I am always like that. Anyways, more story time.

+*+*+* Belle's POV *+*+*+

"Get the fuck up you son of bitch,"

Wow mom. I love you too.

I get and to downstairs. To my fearful anxiety, she was

holding my laptop. It had my YouTube channel on the

web browser.

"WTF do you think this is?" she asked with anger in her

eyes.

My throat choked. I then swallowed and told it was my

YouTube channel.

She then took me by the throat and slammed me against

the wall.

"I think you shouldn't have made one," she said as she pun-

punched me straight in the face.

I fell down and started to see the company of darkness sur-

round me. I loved the darkness. For some reason, it protec-

ted me.

-----Time Skip-----

I then woke up in my room. I got up and walked to the dresser

that had a mirror built into it.

I looked terrible. My lip busted, I had a black eye, my nose was

bleeding. I grabbed a tissue to stop the bleeding from my nose

'Man, What a bitch ass mother' I angrily thought.

I saw that my laptop was in there. I scrolled down the YouTube

website to see Sky or skydoesminecraft's video when he said

he was going to PAX EAST.

Holey Shirt. I forgot. I went to the PAX EAST website to see if

I could get any tickets. SOLD OUT. GOD DAMMIT. I went on

eBay. Thank God they had tickets. I bought them and waited

for them.

I decided to record a vlog telling the TUBB13$ I am going.

"Hey TUBB13$, I'm Belle or B3LL13$ and today I have an

important announcement. Drumroll please."

I started drumming on my desk top. "I am going to.............

PAX EAST! I am so excited to meet you BLTUBB13$ there"

I then ended the vlog off with the locations, what I'm wearing

and what's going to be going on in the future of the channel.

After I got done, I went downstairs for some food. For some

reason after I do a vlog I would always get hungry. I went to

the fridge and saw nothing as usual. Mom has this bad habit

of not buying ME food. I guess I'll just starve. O well. I'm used

to it.

I went upstairs to my room. I checked the time on my phone

Holey Shirt. It was 3 am. I got my clothes and went to the bath

room. I put my hair up in a simple pony tail. I'm not to big about

messy buns.

I then prayed to the Lord for everything to get better. I prayed

that I wouldn't have to live with my mother. I prayed that I could

feel happiness. After I was done with the prayer, I fell into a deep

sleep, a tear rolling down my eye. The thought of my prayer. It

was tears of joy.

A/N: Welp it's 8:03 now. Sooooo imma go and jest make myself

coffee and maybe some toast. baii