I hate you for making me love you <3

Chapter 9!

'Why did you change so much?' Cody asked me while i was taking a visit to my favorite place, known as Lala Land.

It took a few seconds to realize what he had asked and i replied, 'I changed because i didnt know who i was anymore. Without you i felt like a totally different person so i just changed the way i felt, if that makes any sence. I hated being the same girl so i changed everything starting with my looks and then my atittude started changing then now here i am.'

Codys POV-------

I couldnt believe what i was hearing. She was saying she changed because of me. I came to ask her to marry me and to come live with me in Alaska like we always dreamed of. I knew her birthday was in a couple of weeks and that she would be turning 19, she had failed a grade, so had i. And thats how we met, was in summer school trying not to go back to senior year. We ended up going back and as a couple.

I wanted my old lizzie back, not this chick that claimed she was liz. She had liz's eyes, and her smile. Her beutiful voice sounded like hers. But everything else that i had known about her had disappeared like thin air.

'I wish you hadnt changed.' was all that i wanted to say right now.

Liz's POV---------

I couldnt believe him. I wanted out and i wanted it now. I knew i shouldnt have come. He tore my heart out once and there was no dought in my mind he would do it again. I was sick of being played. So at the first red light that came after that i got out of the truck and ran as far as i could to get back to the saftey of my house.

Jakes POV-----------

I heard a slam, and i was in Liz's room looking for her jewlery. I couldnt find anything. And now i was here in her room when it could be her. All i could think of was the way she would punish me for this. I had no idea what to do, so when i heard stomps on the floor, i panicked. I quickly rolled under her bed and waited there hoping she wouldnt notice the mess i had made.

It was her, and she was crying louder than ever. I was starting to feel bad for her. She seemed to be really upset so without thinking i got out from under her bed and asked why she was crying. I was so shocked with myself that i couldnt tell how shocked she was to.

'WTF are you  doing in my room????????' she yelled like she was going to murder me, and i wouldnt be surprised if she did.

'I dont know, i started to plunder through your shit but theres nothing here worthing of me peeking through.' I liedd, well half lied. I was plundering i just didnt tell her what for.

'Well you need to get out. I dont want anymore shit right now.' Her  voice was getting quieter by the minute as she spoke. For somoe odd reason i went over there and put my arms around her letting her no that it was ok now and that i just wanted to help her.

We sat on her bed like that for a full fifteen minutes with out talking to one another. I couldnt describe what i was feeling inside. I wanted to get to know her now more than i had ever wanted to get to know anybody. It felt nice not snogging with anyone to make them like me or to sweet talk them to get into thier pants.

I knew i didnt want a girlfriend and im pretty sure this whole episode was because she got into a fight with her boyfriend. I didnt want to be nosey but i still asked, 'Can you please tell me why you are crying?'

She looked up at me with the most amazingly brown eyes i had ever seen. I wanted to get to no her. And for once i didnt just want to use her like i did all the other girls i had been with. I started caring for this girl within the two and a half days that i had known her and i was sad that i had to leave soon. I barely knew her but it felt like i knew everything.

'That guy that was here earlier? That was my ex Cody. We had been together for over a year, and he broke up with me a year ago when his parents told him that they were moving. He came down for a few days and asked me why i changed, I told him that i didnt feel the same without him so i just changed completely, and when he said i wish you hadnt changed i got pissed, got out of the truck and ran home.' she replied like it was nothing but inside i could feel the pain she was hurting because at one time that i remember, that was me.