soulless: heaven or hell

CHAPTER 1

memories of everything that has happened since i grew up till i died, watching over them i cant help but realize that my life was perfect, i had found my long distant best friends, i found a guy who i loved unconditionally, i had made everyone who was with me all the way happy, i was grateful to have them in my life and even if i was dead i would still be there always when in trouble, if there distressed, if there upset or if they needed protection, ill be there always.

but i don't know what's happening now i can hear voices now, there distant but getting clearer every second that ticks by, I'm counting to see where ill end up, will i go to heaven with the glorious, graceful angels? i guess ill find out, i was starting to open my eyes to the light but this light i knew too well, i sat up, my eyes fully open, i was in the hotel again but how? i died i know i did, i looked down to where my wound was supposed to be, nothing was there, i heard voices outside the door but when i got up and opened the door the people who were speaking were far away from the door, what the hell is happening? is this what hell looks like?
I closed the door again then got a little golden bath robe which lay over a chair -- of course its not real gold it just looks like it because of the silky, soft, satin material -- and put it on over the vest top and shorts i had on, then i walked cautiously out to the balcony them i jumped back inside as quick as a cheetah as the sunrays hit my skin, that hurt, i thought. that's never happened before, i wonder where Charlie is, as i had that thought i felt warm, gentle hands on my waste, i darted forward towards the door of the balcony then lunged at them to find i had pinned Charlie down on the ground, he groaned then laughed.

" oh my god I'm so sorry!" i said shocked " i didn't know it was you.."

"its fine, i see your now a vampire." he said a sweet smile on his face

"huh?" i said my eyebrow raised" what are you talking about?"

" do you not remember what happened?" he asked

"yeah course i do but how?"

"well you did share your blood with me and i shared in turn and Ace had some of your blood too and supplied you with his too, but it was mainly me since we did share blood a few times."

"really?" i said not totally convinced

" yeah"

" so that means that ill be with you for eternity?"

"yeah unfortunately." he said playfully
I punched him playfully "aha, very funny."

he chuckled" oh you wanna play that game?"

he darted up and pinned me on the floor this time, i giggled, he kissed me, then everything in reality stopped, i could her music in my head in a sweet sound, then every kiss that we had played out over in my head from the first time, under that cherry blossom tree, every night, everyday i spent with him burned images through my head, his love made me feel like i was floating in clouds getting close to the pretty stars with fireworks making a love heart in so many closers that could only be made by him, and him only, there was never awkwardness or uncomfortableness between us because he really loved me and i really loved him nothing could relate to the way i felt at this beautifully perfect moment, nothing could ever bring me down from that happy place that was way to high to come down from, now its dark outside, and were laying on the bed, I'm tracing little words on his chests as we lay there holding each other, he kissed me.

" you know you are beautiful as a vampire." he said as he pulled away and smiled at me, this must be heaven.

"thanks, not to bad yourself." i said breathlessly

" so, do you think your ready for blood?"

"I'm not hungry" i said pursing my lips, he raised an eyebrow i gave in then " fine i am... sort of."

" come on" he said rolling his eyes amused" but first i got you something while you were in your slumber."

" funny, i was transforming not in a slumber, in not sleeping beauty."

"you looked like her." he murmured then chuckled

" i heard that."

he went to his coat which lay over the chair, he put his hand into the pocket and brought out a box then came over to me opened the box it was a beautiful necklace, then he put it in my hand and went back to his pocket bringing a smaller square box, he came back over and went down on one knee, he opened it.

" i know we haven't known each other long, but i feel like i known you for years and i know that were only young but i want to make you mine now, so will you marry me?"

"oh my god... " i said shocked "yes!"

i threw my arms around him i was crying tears of happiness, soon it will be official, we'll get married and make are promises and commitments to each other, i was delighted he asked me, i will be with him forever, no one could change my mind, all i want is him and nothing more, i always knew there was something special about him from the start when he first came in, that irresistible urge to have him near me, to be in his arms, for him to be the one i shared everything with even my first kiss, then i way truly in love with him, now i still am and always will be, hes the other half of my heart if i cry, he cries, if I'm hurt he's hurt because he is the one...