Undercover Gangleader

Chapter FortyFour

Asher's POV

"Asher-"
"Please just go away. I don't want to talk to you tonight."
Dad scowls at me and looks at everyone is dead of the kitchen." Asher, I want a word with you."
"To bad."
"It wasn't a question. It was an order. Go into the living room."
I roll my eyes and stomp out of the kitchen. I swear....
"Stop rolling your eyes at me. Your in enough trouble as it is."
"Why? You've never been one of my legal guardians meaning I don't have to follow your orders Richard." He growls as we make it into the living room and slams the door behind us." Yeah, break the door. Your such a badass."
"Asher shut up! In tiered of your mouth right now! Now tell me what the hell went on at the arcade."
"I was yelled at by a nobody."
His hand comes up and he growls under his breath as he slowly takes it back down." Asher, I almost hit you. Answer the question of next time I won't stop myself."
"Then I'd sue. You never went back and changed the papers around so you were one of my legal guardians. Hitting me would be like hitting some random kid. Which now that I think of it, please do that. I'd love to see you rot in jail."
Hurt touched his eyes and I roll my eyes, already tired of his presents." Tell me everything Asher. Right now or I'll call your mom and get her involved in on this."
"So? All she'd do is gossip to her office buddies that her daughter isn't the complete fuck up that she thought she was, and that she may have a chance to become like her. Easy, and quick to be fooled by a worthless, no account boy."
"Asher, language. Tell me the truth."
I look him in the eyes and block out the words that had came from him not to long again, knowing it's just make me cry and run off again." Fine. Yes. I dated Daniel. In eighth grade. I found out it was all a game to him and that he was using me. One day I walked in of him betting with his cousin that he could take my virginity, with a different chick on his lap.We broke up, I never even so much as thought about dating in general since. Sorry I wasn't what you thought it was, that I'm not like you and throw my bits to everyone. Sorry, I'm making you look like the dumbass that you are right now by proving that your wrong.Sorry that I don't give a fuck about what you think anymore and that i'm considering losing my virginity just to prove a point to your bitch ass. And also! Daniel and I only kissed once. It was my first kiss and I regret giving it to him. But with your genes, I have to be a fuck up somehow. Now please excuse me, I have a tutee to talk you. Have a nice night, let an eighteen wheeler hit you on the way back home." I stride pass him as he stares after me, not moving a muscle as I bust back out the doors.
"Asher!" He shouts behind me and I make a left turn instead of a right and storm out to front door, unlocking my car in advance with the key before slipping inside and starting it up. He runs through the front door and I slam on the gas, my car going in reverse and practically lifting off fits side as I make a j and pull out of the driveway. My tires screech, the sound of dads car filling the street soon after. My phone begins to ring and I glance down to see dads name pop up along with a picture of him and I. I growl and turn it off, throwing it the passengers seat. Houses blur by me as my tires move at a speed of one hundred miles per hour. Tears go down my face, dripping down into my shirts and making my vision blurry. I take in a deep shaky breath, as I make the turn into the highway, where I plan to lose dad. I growl out and hit the steering wheel forcibly, imagining it him under my hands but still not helping any with the anger I feel right now. I glance back to find dad nearly riding in my bumper, a shine coming from inside as he he keeps trying to call me. I lock my jaw and press down in the gas pedal, not caring if any cops are around at the moment. So what if they are? I'd just be a prefect little fuck up like my father. Daddy's little girl. His horn blows behind me, making people inside over cars glance at us as we pass them by and I keep my eyes focused o to the road." Fuck you Richard."
His engine roads and I push down ever further into the gas, the turbo kicking in, making my car speed up drastically- a jolt going through me at the power. Me engine roars as I go around a curve, lifting the side of my car slightly. I wipe at my cheeks furiously, a sting coming form them at the amount of crying I've been doing. My breath shakes as I take a deep one and let it all out, trying to calm down enough to actually see the road.
I glance down at the clock to see its just turned eleven a clock and I glance back to see dad way behind me, his lights flashing and horn blowing. He steps out of his car in the middle of the highway and begins to wave his hands in the air as he runs after me. More cars blow and I hear a loud thunderous one, coming from beside me. I look out the right window and freeze when the headlights a few feet away from me cause my eyes to go blind, and fear to lace within my chest. I stare wide eyes as it slowly runs into the side of my car, glass shattering and making me car tilt to one side, my head going grouch the glass window beside me, and my eyes to close in reflex. People scream out as their horns fill the night around me, and my head flies forward, hitting into the steering wheel and causing a nasty to go through me, song with dizziness. I squint t over to see the hood of the truck been inside of my car, a person yelling from within it. Red fills my vision , as a coolness goes down my temple and cheek. Pain shoots through my head and stomach, the seat belt wrapping tightly around. I try to turn my head and gag at the pain that goes through my head and spine at the movement, and close my eyes to stop the world from spinning sound me. A tear goes down my cheek, as my lip begins to tremble." Daddy..." I whisper as the yells get closer and my conscious begins to slip away into the cloud of nothingness. I swallow down bile and lay my head into the steering wheel and take one last deep and shaky breath before I relax my body and as I myself being to slip into the nothingness. Suddenly everything was nothing, a nothing was everything. And that darkness was my everything, my nothing.

I have no words.