Silent crys

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Josh's POV

The journey home flew by. To be honest I don't remember much else but blurry lights and absolute silence. I walked up to the front door and just stood there, key in hand. I didn't want to face anyone, well I maybe wanted to tell Simon. I know he would wipe the tears from my eyes. Smile that beautiful smile, the one with the dimple that makes my heart soar. He would plant a small kiss on my forehead and hold me tight, whispering that; everything's gonna be okay, telling me that; she still wants to marry you but then he'd chatter on about how if she didn't he would. A heavy breath I had been suppressing the whole journey passed my lips creating mist in the October air. My phone was suddenly spammed with messages...

MommyMinter 👑:
How come your crying on the doorstep 💗

MommyMinter👑:
OMG what did she say

MommyMinter 👑:
Oh fuck it went bad right?

MommyMinter. 👑:
Lemme hug you babe 💗

MommyMinter 👑:
*you're crying... ( ik it annoys you)

MommyMinter 👑:
I still marry you dad 😍🔥

I wiped the tears from the back of my hand and smiled, a real smile. As I went to put the key in the lock the door opened revelling a shirtless and trouser-less Simon. He had obviously been in or had just got into bed, considering he was wearing only CK's and socks- weirdo. He opened his arms a sympathetic smile pulling at his lips. I shook my head smiling at the absolute bean before me as I fell into his embrace. Simons lanky arms wrapped around me tightly as he shushed me and whispered inaudible things. I kicked the door shut and pulled away from the short hug. I hung my jacket and kicked off my shoes before ushering Simon upstairs. He went to his room and made sure I was in pursuit. Simon slipped back into bed, under the messy sheets were he had been previously laying. He pulled back the adjacent corner offering me the comfort of his bed. "Come tell mommy" he cooed completely seriously. "Alright" I slipped off my skinny jeans and hunted Simons draws for a clean pair of SDMN joggers. "Hey, are you stealing my clothes.... 'M here fully free and you get clothes, nuh huh! " He sassily waved his finger at me before grabbing my wrist and pulling me under the sheets. I giggled slightly falling back between the covers... "So I told her " I turned to face him. Simon rolled his eyes and threw his hands in the air, "so that's why you're crying, it's not because you tripped and fell into the Thames chasing a lapras?" Sarcasm laced his tone heavily. I slapped his arm playfully and he pretended to be hurt. "Funny" I retaliated "I told her and she stepped away from me and told me to go, she said it was best of we left it a while... I-I was" my voice cracked and the lump in my throat grew. I couldn't talk any more without bursting into floods of tears. "You were going to propose tomorrow" he finished my sentence and pulled my head into his chest. My arms snaked around his bare waist and he shushed me once more. Simon almost rocked me to sleep, his smooth voice whispering words of pure encouragement to me as I tried to hold back the tears. When they finally stopped my eyes were closed and the silent sobs still racked my body.
I soon fell to sleep though.
In his arms.
Just the way I imagined on my way home.

God damn minter- how can one human be so perfect?

WC: 610
ED: 25th September

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